me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
back
percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
back
*in PROGRESS*
back
*in PROGRESS*
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Thursday, May 08, 2008
9:30 AM
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 9:30 AM
hey everyone.
suddenly i feel so gay updating blogs..
whahah! crazy or what..
so anyways,school is out and hols are in and i'm so not enjoying it right now.
seriously,i feel like i've no life at all!
i'll wake up late in the day,go for soccer training on certain days and sometimes i'll go
for cheerleading training..
yes ppl! im a cheerleader la sia!
hahah
okay i'll be resuming my profession as a camp instructor again soon...
atleast i have an objective when i wake up in the morning...
arghh!!
i just dont feel like myself anymore!
i feel lost!
i feel like living in a foreign body or what.....
dah kenape ngan aku ni!
so TP in like 20 days more..
cannot wait for that...
hopefully i'll pass this time...
and btw...
i'll be having a supernatural investigation night on the 31st of may..
its basically a ghost tour but with a twist...
instead of being on just another tour,this time participant will be the
investigator for the night!
yes,an investigator like me!
so if ur keen,pls tell me in advance..
fees:25 per pax(gift is given)
however if ur joining in a group,maybe i can give u guys discounts larr...
argh fuck!
cheerleading finals is happening on the same day too!
do come a nd support us(fantastic crew) if ur free...okay?
alright..im off
for now~~
MY LIFE,MY STYLE
