me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
back
percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
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*in PROGRESS*
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Monday, February 19, 2007
6:55 AM
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Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 6:55 AM
thursday, 15 feb 2007
hello people of the universe.
im typing this entry on behalf of my multi-talented, hot and single companion.
redha is such a lazy bum and i cant stand the fact that he hasnt been updating.
lalalalaaaaaaa.
*skips around*
whenever redha goes out with me, his cigarette intake will be reduced cos i will hold on to his pack of cigarettes.
ration babe! :P
i know, im such a nice and caring friend.
thankyouverymuch.
hehe.
last friday and saturday, i was out with him.
on friday, we went to ITE tampines to catch haiqal,
aidi and fad (sue's bf) having their rockclimbing competition.
we were out early in the morning siaaa.
like 6am plus.
penat to the max okay.
the bus journey was damn long.
after watching haiqal, aidi and fad doing their thing, i left with redha.
sue stayed on to go back with her bf.
fad got the first place while aidi got the 2nd place.
congrats guys!
redha headed off to school while i headed home.
then on saturday, it was a last minute thing.
redha was being random.
he suddenly wanna go esplanade to celebrate nas'(authorized) birthday.
initially, i didnt want to go (due to unforeseen cirumstances) but for redha, oh well, i gave in. pfft.
redha actually took the laughing gas firwan brought and he got slapped by me for being so crappy.
HAHAHAHAAHA.
sorry ah redha.
it wasnt a tight slap anyway. ^_^
im watching the dancefloor right now.
styles from beyond got through to the top 10! weee.
macam faham. hahaha.
so basically that's about it uhh.
i have no idea what else to say.
hurhur.
you guys better thank me for saving his blog from rotting.mwahahahhaha.
guess who blogged for redha? :D:D:D
no prizes for correct guesses though. :P
p/s: thanks redha, for giving me the honour to let me blog for you. huahua.
nights!
MY LIFE,MY STYLE
