me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
back
percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
back
*in PROGRESS*
back
*in PROGRESS*
back
Monday, January 15, 2007
10:16 AM
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 10:16 AM
Just like i thought,2007 would be a let down.
well for the start of the year atleast,and birthday
was'nt that "happy" afterall.
I sometimes ponder to myself,what is it really that i want?
and most of the times,i can't give a straight forward answer to myself.
I feel that the most fulfilling feeling would be "Satisfaction".
The satisfaction of being succesful in studies is one hell of a
feeling that i've missed so much.
In replacement to that, being succesful in music and new found
Career is nothing less than exciting.
"excitement"
is that what i really want?
Maybe at this age it might be yes.
But to think of the long run,i'll reconsider.
Looking back down the streatch of 2006,
i'd say i've wasted so much of my life!
-School
-Love
-Rap
-Career
these were the factors that changed the way i lived
back in the year 2006.
However theres a lesson to be learnt from all that.
Hopefully.
Oh btw,Happy Birthday Amir! and Yanty!
not forgetting Khairy!
Happy 18th Birthday to all 3 of you!
finally 18 huh!
and to my cousin Rina,Happy Advanced 19th Birthday!
And to myself,
stop whining and get to bed!
Dont forget to post pics of ur visit to OCH soon ok!
And work quickly on your group's Debut Album will ya!
MY LIFE,MY STYLE
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