me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
back
percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
back
*in PROGRESS*
back
*in PROGRESS*
back
Friday, December 29, 2006
9:44 AM
confessions or confusions
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 9:44 AM
A picture tells a thousand words.
But how exactly do you paint a picture
that tells that thousands of tales?
Here's an overall summary of how my life
had been these past days,or months.
1)New Job-Audio Visuals Producer.
2)Fucking busy-Meetings and all that.
3)Toy'd-You KNOW what i mean by that don't ya?
haha.so muck for an overall summary!
ok,in a day time(which is after tomorrow) is countdown!
I on the other hand had to manage things.
Not to forget that im performing too!
YEAH.NEW SONG BAYBEH.
ok,i've learnt so much in the past happenings.
Number 1,
no relationships are pure.
I mean,in one way or another theres bound to be a third party.
(THIS IS VERY RANDOM,SO THE TER-ASER PEEPS SORRY!)
Number two,
please REDHA don't fall in love again!
i have my reasons for that.and it does'nt concern nobody.
Number three,
I must hang out with my EVG(4E4) peeps.
Because we understand each other better,we're better friends.
Last but not least,
Im a real heavy smoker!
What do you expect?
im in a heap of stress!
Now i'll tell you how do you paint a picture that tells those thousands
of tales.
-You don't.
just paint what you like and try to make sence out of it.
try to incorporate you feelings and emotions to it.
believe me,YOU've done a great job helping me pick this
background!
BTW,i took this picture ok!
MY LIFE,MY STYLE
