me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
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percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
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Friday, October 13, 2006
2:13 PM
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 2:13 PM


HELLO WORLD!
TODAY WAS A BLAST!
BUT FIRST OF ALL I HAVE TO THANK
MY FREN IZZATI FOR SAVING MY LIFE!
OKOK
I START THE DAY BY MEETING UP AIT AT WLD MRT
WAH DIER LAMBAT SEHH
AND PLS DONT GET US WRONG
SHE WAS JUST HELPING ME OUT OK
FIRWAN,HUSH2!
OK THEN
WE WENT ALL THE WAY TO PAYA LEBAR
IT WAS HILLARIOUS IF U GUYS HAD SAW MY BELO-NESS
AT PAYA LEBAR WE MET THE EX
ATI DID THE MOST SUPERB JOB EVER LAH
CANNOT TELL
BLUERK!
AIT I OWE U BIG TIME!
OK ENUFF OF THAT
SO AFTER BUKE ME AND WAN WENT TO ESPLANADE
WHILE ATI MEET HER BF
BS WAS THERE
WAD FUCK DO I CARE
DEN PROCEED TO TOWER
MET DSC BEB
AKU TAK DAPAT TGK MOTOR DOINK!
DEN
THEY WENT HOME
JUST BEFORE NIZ CAME
SHE BROUGHT HER FREN "AN"
DEN THERE WAS A FONE CALL
AN ACT GAY
I GOT THE MOOD TO ACT GAY FROM THEN ON
SO I LAYAN THAT BUGGER!
WAKAKA
FUNNY LAH
DATS EXPLAIN THE PICS ABOVE
MY LIFE,MY STYLE
