me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
back
percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
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*in PROGRESS*
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*in PROGRESS*
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Monday, August 21, 2006
9:04 AM
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 9:04 AM
today might just be one of the best days in school..
dont ask why it just did!
i guess the sudden drive to get all my overdue assignments done gets me going for the best..
hmm ...maybe..u peeps noe me rite...
ok...
like finally photography class is comin..
its like the best subjevt ever..all i have to do is just snap pics and dats it...
wahahah....
well...assesments is just around the corner so better buck up MIKE!
wahahaa...
incase anyone of u dont know yet ...
my classmates call me not red but mike...
cool isnt it?!
well it is larh...nyaha..
aniwaes...i dont care just as long they dont call me other stupid names such as jack,Y and all those idiotic names that matreps use!
next..
I NEED HELP!!!
i need a personal accountant..
seriously..
im spending too much on redundant things and always short of cash!
ANY TAKERS ANYONE?
haha..
just cant wait till i get my lisence
then,i can ride off to school with style!!
scrambler babe!!!
but first i must sort out my financial disfuntionalities and such
must start saving sia!!!
and i miss her greatly..
she's like 24 km away from me rite now..
so ...yeah i really do..
the ironic thing is she said that this cute decent face look like a matrep?!!
wah3!!
do i really look like one?
i dont think so sia..
oklah i better get back to my dearly assignments..
see ya next time!
MY LIFE,MY STYLE
