me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
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percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
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This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
10:12 AM
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 10:12 AM
okay..
1st day of sch was darn fun!!!
wahaah...
lets recap..
well,met terry at adm mrt station at 7 am den we proceed into the train...
it was quite a short trip i must say cos we were practically amusing each other so we got lost track of tyme..
den,alighted at dhoby ghaut..
bought some cigies den smoke while we walk towards the sch compound..
upon reaching the campus,we waited,cuci mate abit den queue up to register..ahahaq
alot of happening girls larh!
both seniors and juniors alike..
den we had a talk..
it was quite boring so i practically slept thru the whole thing..
i think the rest of the students did the same thing...hahah
so after dat..
we had a little tour ard the campus..
darn city campus is fun!!!!!
den its time for ice breaking...
my class mates were so quiet that i was the only bloody one whus doing all the talking!!
wahaha...but cool...coz i became famous amongst the juniors and seniors..hehehe....esp the girls
ahahaha...
den had lunch for 1 hour..me and some new found frens go eat at mcd den smoke..wahaha...
smoking is really the only way to start a conversation amongst strangers..hehe
ok after dat we had talentime..
wahaha..another opportunity for me
the girls went hell over head for me man...seriously!!!hahaha
den after dat we were dismissed..
however,we were told that theres a rooftop party going on later ..so we stayed
that part uh..abis..
tanduk smuer kluar..
like real clubbing but even better...
so i mingled here and there,flirt abit and eventually got home with 7 saperate phone numbers!!
how cool is that!
ahaha...
oklah...im tired coz just got home from partying soo....
toodles!!
MY LIFE,MY STYLE
