me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
back
percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
1:48 AM
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 1:48 AM
friday was a blast indeed!
me and a hand-full of local bboys performed at a really2 wedding in a 5 starrs hotel...
let me just sum it all up.
ok,we first met with the rest of the performers at wld cc for a last minit practice.realli it was freaking last minit coz we've havent been practicing till the very day of performance!
so after the some what grand gathering at the cc,vicky exclaimed that the place was totally shut down execpt for the security cameras..
so we went back to base camp,for those who know what it is,hush2 while we leave those who dont to try figure it out!
ok,as soon as we reached the base camp,it started raining cats and dogs.DARN ANIMALS
so we start to settled down den bought some food coz hamster havent had his breakfast+lunch!
aiyoyoh!!!
just afew seconds before departure time to the 5star hotel,we blindly skim thru the whole performance.
ok
4 o'clock
so we all went up the train where we met doink before miting up with meow locco at the next station..ahahah...
i practically slept the whole journey coz i havent been sliping the whole of last night coz i was helpin zizi...heheh..
im wearing my brand new adidas forum btw and had my pair croc in my bag!
ahah!
when we reached the door of the hotel,everyone was really in the mood.
some were claping hands while others (me and ayie)sung like we owned the grand building!
doink and zizi chose to keep quiet,nak step abg2 larr...
haha..
when i set foot into the hotel,everyone else was like staring at me.
some went on whispering to their friend's ears "is that the charming looking guy who was interviewed and eventually came out in the newspapers?!"
ahaha...just joking!
we den headed into the ball room
sat
sat again
helped out zizi abit
den sat again
prac abit den sat again!
ahaha...
ehh alamak...
need to go out now..
continue my story later..hehehe
MY LIFE,MY STYLE
