me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
back
percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
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Sunday, April 16, 2006
11:02 PM
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 11:02 PM
harlow!!!
im back home from a 3 days trip to KL and SICK!
wahahahahaaa....
okays..lets recap...
on the first day,me,doink,firwan and tsun met up at wld mrt station at 530hrs...
den off th tanjong pagar KTM...peh jauh!!!
den when we reached the location,we found out that we still got more than an hour,sial nyer tsun tipu kitorg...kater departure at 730..padahal 830
so we ate at the kedai kopi...the rest of the peeps look at us mcm nak rompak....fuh..nasib aku gangster..wakaka..
ok den we went up the train...kene wait again...
mcm budak2 jakun kat dalam train...biaserlah...tak selalu naik train...
doink kept playin with the automatic door...and the coolest thing ever abt the train..we can smoke!wakakakaa....
ok...
it wasnt that all pleasant on the train...
we were delayed for about 4 hours
we were sopposed to arrive to KL central at ard 2 pm...enentually,we arrived at 6++...
so late kan...den the worst thing,the anouncer's voice was sooo low it made everyone fell asleep...
wakakak...
ok,upon arrival to KL central,we looked for food..
KFC baybeh....we caught some glimpse of CHICKIES here and there...but wtf...not up to standard!!!waakakka
den we took the cab to ISTANA HOTEL...
5 STARS baybeh!!!!
5stars baybeh!!!!!
5STARS BAYBEH!!!!
ahaha
we were welcomed like VERY IMPORTANT PEOPLE....we were man....like very rich people manns....
met up with ejat,ayie and oink there,they took diff transport..
den we check into our rooms....
me and syafik(oink)got 1 room,
tsun,doink and firwan got 1 room,
ejat and ayie 1 room...
superb mans the room....
the toilet was the best...1st class
ok den we cahnged and look for something to eat again....
after dat,we went clubbing at the musicteque...
oklah..it was superb fun!!!
but the best thing was,we met some pondans there,,
klakar siak...
wan,oink,tsun,ayie was molested!!
wakaka...lucky for me i had a pimple so they kinda hindered me...
weee!!!!!
ok so we went back to our respective hotel rooms at ard 4 am...
funny thing was,tsun came into our room to sleep,the reason was...DDOINK LOCKED HIM OUT~!!!!
kesian...so we made a rule,visitors who gonna sleep in our rooms will have to sleep on the sofa...so sofa it is for tusn....
the next day...woke up at ard 830,,,took our shower den proceed down to have breakfast..
ahaah...makan babe...mcm babi...wakaka....banyak sakk...
ok den we spent our time in the pool area...
dope...the water was quite cold but it was suer fun..like in a resort seyy....
den we proceed to tsun's uncle house..woah...dope giler!!
rumah banglow!!
ok after dat went shopping...woah not just any places...BUTIQUES baybeh...we were rich on that day!!!
ok...
bought lotsa stuff...
den got back to our hotels to sleep..
we bought cigars too...so yeah..super dope!!
nigger style
so the third day,
woke up,had breakfast den did some last minnt shopping..
den pack up and went home...
penat to the maxx..
ok,
when i reached home,i received yet another surprise...look at this,im in the newspapers 
oklah..dats it...i had fun...and here's a pic with abg roslan shah the singer from SG.
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MY LIFE,MY STYLE
