me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
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percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
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This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
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Sunday, April 09, 2006
9:27 PM
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 9:27 PM
harlow harlow harlow....
im having a blast these few days and i wish to have more blasting days like dat!
ahaaha....
first up...
my students turned up for practice the other day and im quite disappointed...why?! coz there were only two....wahaha....nevermind...more will come i bet...hopefully
next..
have i told you guys that there was this girl on msn psycho-ing me to be her dearest boyfren?
no?!
never mind,i'll tell you the whole story....
ok,there was this girl,she added me on msn..disguised herself with someone else's picture,said she was from tampines sec and got to knw me from the previous gig i had....well...i initially tot she was one of the girls i met at the the gig...then she started doing the desperate stuff...u noe....the desperate stuff!.....then i think back...maybe its one of the biatches from my ex school...and i was rite...well first i have to confirm it with a fren....den...the moment of truth...the she was this FAT girl who think herself as beautiful as ever and think i should end my single-hood life and start a relationship with her....man NEVER...hey im single but not available man!hahaha...whatever gave her the idea i wanna have a relationship....so what i did...i PM anis...ahaha...so she's my "girlfren"..wakaka...gave her the biatch's email add and anis did a hell of a good job!....ahaha.....tak tau plak eh aper dier buat but thank god till now,that bitch never sms me again..phew!
ahaha...crappy!!
ok next..
went to esplanade to chill with DSC last saturday...
at ferst it was boring u noe listening to the rappers talk rap shit...so im kinda left out...hehe...den after dat go eat....den lepak at youth park...saw inertia..grey saw me and quickly turned his head away when i stared at him...wahaha..scared sia...1 horrible thing happened...my slippers PUTUS....wahaha...luckily got the amazing slippers mender...mr ZIZI..wahaha
okalh...i'll update sometime soon aite!
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