me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
back
percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
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Thursday, April 06, 2006
10:29 PM
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 10:29 PM
harlow everyone...yearps,its benn quite some time since my last update...but u konw me,im a very busy talented,artistic,creative thinking vampire...(which incidentally a cute one too)..wahaha...alrights...a few of my friends have started their POLY orientation camps and im still suck at hume for another month or so since MY SCH(aaku budak NAFA babe!wahhahahaa)
will only start on 5th june...darn its so long....dis is wad people say:so near yet so far...ahah....
incase ya'll havent heard..the great REDHA was interviewed by the media last week...woohoo...not gonna tell you the reasons..layter ya'll be surprised....wahahaha...so today's friday...at 4pm must report to the studio for weeekly sessions...but!...there's a twist in today's action....I HAVE DECIPLES....i am a GURU now...wahaha....no wait..."guru Redha" or "Redha shifu" sounds better...hehe...cant make my mind now..both sounds rather good especially if you ephasise on the REDHA part...ahahaaaa...
ok..enuff about today's action...lets re-cap on the past actions that ive have not penn down...
ok here's one...ok...speakeasy was dope man!...wahaha..it was my first but i dun care!..it was dope..with the hosts makin us laugh all the time,great performances and the great"VIEW"...hahah...anis is now called "the STEAMER"...wahaha...she was..well is was'nt just she..we all were watching a magician..(real dope!)...casting a spell on a lady when suddenly freaky-z shouted..."ANIS STEAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"....wahahah...its was supposed to be dead silent but everyone cant help it but to burst into laughter....me too!!!...hahhah....
ok next..im a fashion designer!...haha....just recently i've finish designing "my jeans"...it look so cool that its MY JEANS!!....wahahha...ok let me show u the pic:

kewl rite!...wahahaha....designed and finished by me...stitching by me also...ahaha....
ok enuff...
lets move on...
have u sen this pics before?

total brutality....i mean..whatever did the kitten do till its being stepped onto like dat?!
ok...im off now...gotta get ready for today...chiows!
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