me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
back
percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
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*in PROGRESS*
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*in PROGRESS*
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
8:26 AM
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 8:26 AM
yeah...
the artiste is finally back after leaving this blog for a long period!
a few things happened..
1st,well i did some skateboarding after 5 years storing my board in the closet!so i've lost a couple of tricks...but no worries..i'd prefer breakdancing!haha!
Me and Aidil are like brothers now....he heard that i was going to study at his school(Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts)and he went like:HOORAY!!!ader org finally bleh g skola samer2!!ahaha...so we stick with each other...and we went SKATING!!ahah...funny....
okays...
next....
interview at NAFA
it was hillarious!!to me larh!
the lecturer had lenghty beard and he is bald!!
he looked like a SHI-FU!!
ahaha...
den when he start askin me qns abt my abilities in art..he was quite impressed...biaserlah..akoo pandai bbual konek!..haha...den he previewed my editted vids throught my blogs and he was sure to recommend me to the school...ooppss...ACADEMY...must get it right!
den he ask,what form of art do i do in my free time and i saind"breakdancing"
hah...he was like looking at me frm top to bottom and said"u? breakdance?
i said:"yeah"
and he go:"u look like those rockers who trash thier guitars after every gig!"
hahahahaa.....yeah i dressed like a rocker dat day...style mah!!
ok enuff abt dat..
lets talk abt hip hop..
a rap crew wanted me to be their ghost writter...i saind maybe...haha....see ferst larh...
CDS is getting lesser by the hour!
man i pity them!
and a JORD from crew inertia is getting on my nerves!
if i see him outside...im gonna get a gunn and gun him down to his death!!real sick man!!...but tooo bad..no guns for me..
gonna do it the BBOYS style!
lets battle...1 on 1
its gonna be the "BAnG!"BANG BANG BANG"
ahaha....
oklarh...
soon im gonna look for werk...
coz i'll only start school on the 5Th of june..so got a long tyme..
ok
chowsinchi!!
MY LIFE,MY STYLE
