me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
back
percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
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Monday, March 13, 2006
9:48 AM
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 9:48 AM
*yawns*
im so dead tired nowadays..maybe its teh after effects of not sleeping 4 days straight....
*yawns*
alright...here's what happened
last friday,me and the dome niggers(and breakers)went all over from woodlands to esplanade to catch the MOSAIC or something...me,haiKal,feroz,rome najib were notthat intrested so we skipped the whole thing and had our fun at MARINA...haha....1st we went to have our meal at KFC...butt...it was almost closed and theres almost nothing left.....luckily for me and feroz we mananged to grab sumthing to fill our tummies...haha while haikal and rome went to MCd to get theirs....hmm...after dat...went to play billard...haha..it was darn fun..tapi mcm biaser argh...SEMBARANG!!!hahaha...
den we played bowling...najib was bored so that he just let go...haha....
so after dat...we met the rest of the world..not really..just the dome kidds..
and so after dat,we went ghost hunting at fort canning...dah mcm GHOST BUSTER!!
haha....unfortunately we didnt encounter any paranormal activities..i was soo looking forward to it!
ok..after the long walk and our legs were ike killing us...we chilled at PS...where the last floorskills were held....some of us slept but then got scolded by the security guard!funny i tell you!
so we didnt go home untill the first train arrived....
upon reaching home....i soaked myself in the bath tub..wah..feeling siul!!
den signed into the internet to keep myself awake so i can go to tsun's pit at ECP...
at ecp...mcm biaserlah...flip saner flip sini....
mcm shiok gitu kan...got afew new moves...hahahahaa....lame.
den at night we went ghost hunting again...
okok..
im tired of this..
im gonna bounce...
till the next entry
MY LIFE,MY STYLE
