me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
back
percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
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*in PROGRESS*
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*in PROGRESS*
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
10:35 AM
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 10:35 AM
have you ever heard of this thing called "the right kind of wrong?"...i think its just an excuse to make things right for all the wrong reasons...like lying for a fren whos caught smokin in the toilet...it works sometimes though...but still...ITS WRONG!...
i dont know about you,but really in need for a time machine...like go back to the past and re-do my O's again..this tyme without any complicacies....or go straight into the future...like to the date:(sumthing) may 2006 ...thats when my orientation starts btw....and then straight to 5th june 2006 when sch starts....im bored...and speaking of time machines...somthing crossed my mind...this thing called"memories"....i cant deny that its filled with great happenings...but at the same time,BAD ones too...
why cant anyone create the memory erasor like what the MIB had...i want it soo bad now...with the ever ending time i have now..all memories come creeping back into my mind...oh mua god!
ok..enuff abt the memories shits...im movin along...i"ll try that is...but still,memories are to be kept.its like the teachers of our future...i must learn from my experience..as they say
so today,at ard 7.30pm,me and some selected few will be interviewed by the media abt breakdancing.this is great,im like gonna be in the front pages of strait times,berita harian and what have you...exciting i must say!...ahaha....
so...
till my next entry,im loggin off...
must have enuff sleep before bein interviewed...
later not handsome uh when bein photograhed
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