me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
back
percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
8:44 PM
woohoo!!!!!!!!
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 8:44 PM
okays...
hello everybusybody!!!
hehehe....
yesterday went all over to clerke quay to collect my pay..(dun wanna tell you wad kind of werk it is...you'll get jelous!!hehehe)...so...first stop frm the MRT ride was Woodlands and boy was i speechless again!when i got down..the whole of EVGSS netball team was there looking at me...calling out my name...aku pon aper lagi step tak dgr ajerlah coz i've spotted her sumwhere amongst her team mates...just cant bear to look!...luckily my friends were already waiting for me and we all quickly go up the platform and wait for the train...SKALI!!!alamak!!they all went up the platform abeh berdekatan plak tu!!i was soo paiseh maiseh sak den just turn my back on them and chat with my frens....den the train comes...and the whole bunch borded the train...DEN ANOTHER SKALI...she and her fren started walking towards where i was standing at...i thought to myself(i noe i cant talk to her and she would'nt want to lay her eyes on me soo)...as soon as she was infront of me..i turn back and face the door behind me...and she just walked straight...phew!
okays...
den when the train reached khatib...we wait for taufik's arrival and resume our journey...
layter..after collecting our pay...it was Bujangs Day Out!....wah dah start shopping sak...got ALOT of money wad...hhehehehehe.....well..stunami changed his phone to a better one(but still the same model)...while i Bought a new phone...taufik decided to keep the money and akmal bought a nike watch...ahh..luper pasal afiq...he abought a NIKE Air trainer...hmm...still got afew hundreds...wad should i buy eh?!hehehe...after shopping..we chill at cafe cartel...wah dah mcm org kaye...smuer letak barang ber harge on the table...as for me..i placed my PDA and my new PHONE on the table...dah mcm sacetary...ape tak..tsunami boss,taufik org kanan,aku org kiri,akmal akunyer asistant afiq plak kiter punyer ginah!!!ahahahah....amaciam...leh bukuk CARTEL kan!...
den after dat..we all went home...
akoo plak kene charge hp...heehe.....
it was a fun day after all spending hundreds in just an hour!
MY LIFE,MY STYLE
