me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
back
percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
back
*in PROGRESS*
back
*in PROGRESS*
back
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
12:17 AM
valentines day...yeah rite!
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 12:17 AM
Just a Fren-Too phat!
14th febuary '93,
lil jen said she got a big surprise for me.
she gave me my very first kiss plus a ring a card,
and said "i love you",so i gave her the rest of my heart.
Mahligai dari air mataku
ku pejam mata..tapi tak terlena...
kerana ku masih..teringat kepada mu...
bergitu payahnya...nak ku melupakan...
pernahkah engkau fikirkan ..ouh sayang....
kau bina mahligai..
dari air mata...
yg jatuh berderai...
di wajah sepi ku...
dalam diam2 kau sudah berpunya...
tanpa akoo megetahui ...
smua nya....
only 1-yellow card
you were my only...my only one!!!
Addicted-simple plan
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still adict....addicted to you!!!
peices-sum41
i tried to be perfect
but nothing was worth it
i dun believe it makes me real....
i thought it would be easy
but no one believes me
among all the things i said...
if you believe its in my song
i'll say al the werds that i noe
just to see if it would show
that im trying to let you noe...
that im better off on my own!!
me still affected
she used to be the air that i breathe,the water that i drink,the earth that i would be burried in...my everything
for almost 2 years she's been the PRIORITY
for almost 2 years she's been more that just a girl that i'll hold close,smooch...
for almost 2 years she's been my only one
after almost 2 years she's been playing behind my back..and yet have the guts to lie and deny!
after almost 2 years she's been treating me like im a nobody
screw 14th of feb!
its full of one min love and all that crappy thingsss...
yeahh....go ahead and celebrate it..seee what i mean and get the picture in ya head....
cause for now LOVE SUCKS....
its a direct statement
MY LIFE,MY STYLE
