me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
back
percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
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*in PROGRESS*
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
10:27 AM
omg
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 10:27 AM
things couldnt get any better these few days...
but 1 good thing happened!.....
after such a long tyme...I played soccer with my 4E4 brothers..
almost all the players came....
wads most irritating is that RAMESH didnt confirm the match then woke me up so suddenly this morn for the match...
the opponent was so sucky that we decided to let them win...if no,it could have benn such an esy match!
after the match,we all gathered under the void deck and talked,catch up on the old days...GOLDEN DAYS
so went home at about 4pm...and i was so fcuking tired sia...
slept for 2 hrs on the couch before logging into MSN...
i love MSN!!!!!
yeah..there were a couple of shocking MSN users chatted with me online after several months of not seeing nor talkin to each other....suddenly,it was like nothing had happened....if everyday were to be like this,then i finally found heavens on eaarth!
ok ...
after that..Taufik smsed
GOSH!!!i really pitied HIM....his gurl was makin such a fuss and his grandma was ill...still his gurl making more fuss...
if i were in his shoes,i rather hang ard on the rooftop that i frequent when in trouble or troubled!
he was like sooooo sad that he wanted to back out frm the competition...
we'll talk to him layta
lucky im sooo the very singular rite now....got probs at home,dome,CC,here and there...wahlians...can get so crazy esp. if i were to have a non-understanding,inmature,self-centered,selfish yet fussy gurl....
phew!!!!
man! i missed my boys...my family,CDS and STYLUS.....
fighting wise,im not totally involved,just that i was caught in between,was at the wrong place at the wrong time...
when willl this FCUKIN' thing end!...childish sia...
do sumthing reasonable for 1 sec and you'll see the diff....
i want all my hommies to put aside all odds and be together like we used to...
btw,im not in STYLUS for fame,its abt upgrading my skills,learn new things,discover my hidden talents,make new connections....guess....my intentions were misunderstood....
thats okay...dun want to spark another disagreement...
DARN IT!
im outs...
PEACE!
i mean it....
MY LIFE,MY STYLE
