me. and only me.
alone,
on this lonely road.
i wish to break away.
from the pureness my life...
you grabbed my hand.
you screamed my name.
i felt it so real.
but i know it wont last forever.
its just me.
my life path,my destiny.
i feel you beside me.
bt you aint there.
you left me.
leaving me nowhere to go.
dreaming my way thru.
searching for something that i know aint coming true.
its just me.
alone being isolated from rationalness of the world.
how i wish you know whats on the inside.
you never came to realise how much you meant to me.
its just me.
caught between the stars and the moon
the moment enjoying the breeze and the fake laughter.
just how i wish it would last forever.
but no! its just a dream.
a blank nothing beneath me.
im stuck in great depression.
nobody knows and nobody cares.
just one fine day.
how i wish you came to know the truth.
realising my dreams and came to fulfil it too.
but its too late.
what i going to tell you is "dream your way through".
and you wil know how its feels being me.
caught in a world of horrible pasts.
im deadly sorry.
back
percik air laut menampar dingding perahu
bagai tingkah terbitan irama silamku
merah mataku bergenang berkaca-kaca
pabila lagu kenangan bermain semula
cintaku dihambat bagai kasih yang luka
sepotong kasih hapus didusta
bagai bunga kasih yang layu ditalu
kerna cinta hanya permainan mu
hapuskanlah air matamu oh wahai sayang
ku tahu ia hanya pura-puraan
tertolak ke lorong kecewa tangkai hatiku putus
setelah dimain oleh kekata halus
kau janji setia
kau janji lautan kasih
janjian manis yang hingga kini ku tak masih
dapat rasakan
bagai pelabuhan kasih yang usang
di lautan kasih yang tak bertepian
back
This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you
back
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..
i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand
forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?
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*in PROGRESS*
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
11:56 PM
dunno wad to say lah
Blogged by.. !●Γ℮ÐĦд●!™ @ 11:56 PM
well....
im speachless!
dunno wad to say!
she smsed me for after along tyme...
it was like onnly abt6 msg but that alone was kinda the life line rite now...
haha...crappy me!
ok just came back frm EVGss...got to pick up my sister frm sch..ACT SAKET AR tu...
once reached EVGSS...i met my former NCC buddies!!
missed dem sia....
its been long since we met,sit down and like talk!
but...unfortunateli...kene antar adek akoo alek!!spoil lah!!
den...when going home...she was dere....sorie lah if i didnt see u smiling at me....
i was like "cant bear to face u rite now"...hehe....
ape tak...akoo pon satu!nampak org jer trrus pandang tempat laen!
mcm siak kan REDHA!
hehe..
den at home she smsed!!
woah!!terperanjat boboi!
after dat..made my way to dome....
the CDS kidds were dere....
de after their practice,me,najib,akmal,oink,afiq,taufik sat ard at the playground and we chatted serious talk abt our breakdancing career...hmmmsss...its hard to be in this scene tau!
oklah..im letting this out..
REDHA:went to STYLUS
NAJIB:pending to jion STYLUS
AKMAL:gone SOLO & under probation with DA SOUL
OINK:might be pulled to HELLBOYS JONIOR
AFFIQ:GOING SOLO and maybe towards KARMA
we all have to accept the fact..face the music den go on with our lives...but ..never forget your roots..in this case our roots is CDS
i suggest the above mentioned peeps be like me...im in the diff crew but still CDS is my FAMILY...i've proven some peeps wrong by that and that my moves have been improving since day 1 of me in stylus...dun have to say lah..ya'll see layta...like i said before..theres bound to have peeps talking behind your back...
just ignore them...coz all i noe..if ya dun start a beef with me den i wont start anithing
ya'll are my FRIENDS!
oklah...
gd luck to all those in the HIP-Hop scene aite!
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