The unspoken are sometimes better off kept unspoken...

2008-05-08T09:30:00.000-07:00

hey everyone.

suddenly i feel so gay updating blogs..
whahah! crazy or what..

so anyways,school is out and hols are in and i'm so not enjoying it right now.
seriously,i feel like i've no life at all!
i'll wake up late in the day,go for soccer training on certain days and sometimes i'll go
for cheerleading training..

yes ppl! im a cheerleader la sia!
hahah

okay i'll be resuming my profession as a camp instructor again soon...
atleast i have an objective when i wake up in the morning...

arghh!!
i just dont feel like myself anymore!
i feel lost!
i feel like living in a foreign body or what.....
dah kenape ngan aku ni!

so TP in like 20 days more..
cannot wait for that...
hopefully i'll pass this time...

and btw...
i'll be having a supernatural investigation night on the 31st of may..
its basically a ghost tour but with a twist...
instead of being on just another tour,this time participant will be the
investigator for the night!
yes,an investigator like me!

so if ur keen,pls tell me in advance..
fees:25 per pax(gift is given)
however if ur joining in a group,maybe i can give u guys discounts larr...

argh fuck!
cheerleading finals is happening on the same day too!
do come a nd support us(fantastic crew) if ur free...okay?

alright..im off
for now~~

2008-03-30T15:49:00.000-07:00

its been dog years since the last update or what!
but not to worry,this blog is not forgotten...

okay i've got something to set you thinking...

lest just say u've got a pet.
u really love this pet.
its s special pet.
then one day u've found another pet.
u loved this pet more than the previous one.
then u start to neglect the previous pet till one day its being discarted from ur life.
then again u've found another pet.
again u start to neglect the previous pet till one day its being discarted from ur life
the cycle continues.
would u go looking for the first pet again even though u already have the pets that u've found?

what if ur the pet.
u saw how ur master disown u for other pets.
would u run away and hope that u'll find better owners?
or would u stay in the dark and still watch ur owners back?

*no answers are neither right or wrong..
is just something for u to think about.

2008-01-16T05:05:00.000-08:00

just to share some pics from my riau trip..

2007-12-28T13:41:00.000-08:00

my room is rockin!
hahaha....

okay i just felt like blogging so im here to tell you about my room.
its painted in green, new beds and furnitures, a small office space, a new tv and a home theater system installed just for my room...
anyone feel like partying can drop-by anytime...
sstop it sak redha...mcm budak kecik...ahahah

so its already 5.44am when my fingers scrambling about the keyboard for this entry and i still don't feel very sleepy...
arghhh...someone with a good voice please sing me to sleep!
anyway,i just came back home and boy....i make a jolly good racer....
a friend just bought the all mighty honda crossroad and it smells like superbness!!!
i know all of you can't really picture me driving a car ...(some might actually say"sial lah this small kid drive?" like what happened at ECp when i parked a rented car there...)

so my bedroom door is vibrating like mad since i've set the home theater system to full blast(actually a lil bit louder than usual jer) and the bass reflex is soooooooo goood!
wonder if any of the neighbour will complain...hahaha

oh oh btw....
where are u guys gonna head down to party this 31st dec?

im sick of woodland countdown party...
maybe i should head down to the club...
what say u guys?

2007-12-28T03:17:00.000-08:00

ola beautiful people!

yeah im back,and hopefully will be constantly updating this piece of junk...

so, a little bit of updates about myself....

most of ya know that im a camp instructor...some don't...

but does any of u guys know that im a P.I?

hahaha...not that Private Investigator...but a Paranormal Investigator...

im part of this organisation call "Organisation for Supernatural Research and Investigations"

what we do?

track down ghosts,spirits,bunians and that such and perform a difficult task of proving their existence or debunking them...

we also had tours like the one we had recently organised for ITE Bishan..

it was all fun!

also..i've started to play football again with a new team...

Fushan FC....

as always,im the top scorer...hehehe..

okay i think i've briefly sum up all that i have to say....

now taggers do your stuff!

sureena's entry

2007-06-22T09:48:00.000-07:00

First; I definitely know that you are working now. Currently working as camp instructor. Redha love to lie to me! Like seriously lah. Tell me how can I be updated about you when most of the time you told me wrong information or lied to me. There a few times kan. ALWAYS! KENTOT AH KAU!
Seriously, Im soo behind time. I don’t know how your life now but I know your having a crush with a this particular girl which I forgotten her name. Sweet girl. &you are having difficulty in telling her your feeling yet I don’t know whether both of you are attached already or not.
Tell you already Im soo behind time. Lucky Im typing this to you ONLY &not your readers. Pfft! Asal kau degil ni. Aku dah cakap Im fucking outdated kaan.
That is why I want you to blog about what happened in your life. That is how I will find out about your life happening. &you asked me to blog. BAIK!
Now, redha is sooo busy that we never met for 297432984 days. Make time ok! Whatever it is, im still missing you. MEET UP SOON!!!!!!!

zafirah's entry

2007-06-22T09:47:00.000-07:00

zafirah is blogging for redha. again. he should be grateful to have such kind friends like me. thanks. hahahaa.
i dont know much about redha now because he has been distancing himself from me and probably the rest too. he's so caught up with idontknowwhat, probably being a camp instructor, having so many kids to discipline (HAHA) and entertain that he doesnt have time for his lovely friends already. that's just so sad can?
everytime i asked him when wanna meet he'll said he's busy. and when he asked me when wannna meet, i'll be the busy one. tak fated langsong! sheesh. i think it's been 29323928 months since we last hung out. very saddening okay. :( boo ah redha. cant you make some time for your lovely friends (lynn, sue and me) who are craving for your attention and time? :(
i swear i dont know what redha is doing now. i mean like what's happening in his life recently and all. we havent been chatting much either. eh redha, are you on school holidays or something? heh, i absolutely have no freaking idea. but one thing's for sure, i know he still loves us. AWWWW~
HAHAHA. thanks for giving me the honour to blog for you, again. -_-
biler mau jumpe! next week aku dah start skola. :( pape call/ sms okay. sayang kauuuuuuuuuuuuu! :D

latest post or wad!

2007-06-22T09:44:00.000-07:00

i sent my close friends since sec school to blog about me and poof!
they did!
some were saddening while some are heart warming.
thanks guys!

2007-05-06T18:00:00.001-07:00

i think my blog is being jacked!
hahahha....im sleepy plus i've lost my mood to post a new entry coz it took me 20 mins to log in.
so in that case...
toodles

"aku treasure kau more then aku treasure die k."

2007-04-23T10:14:00.000-07:00

Hello world.

Today was a blast after work that is.

met the few best people in m life (in no random order)

Zafirah,Sue,Seri,Sha,Fad & Rauzan..

alright,yesterday was Rauzan's birthday but the girls decided to celebrate

it today at RP!

ok lets move on.

lets talk abt one of the best people in my life

presenting....

Sureena!

She's the bubbly person whom you wouldnt get bored with...
she'll cheer you up and believe me,she'll do what ever it takes to cheer you up!
she know where and when to use her specialities....
which is very much appreciated!
hahaha...
she's slow,BUT she's CUTE lah!
her personality is none to match!
i love her giggles,the sound u would want to hear every noe and then...
a very good friend,infact one of the very best!
a person whom u can get very confortable with...
like ur favourite pillow which u'll hug and kiss to sleep..
heheheh...
a pleasant presence...mcm gerek gitu..
she's the rainbow after the rain...
and last but not least,her cute laughter...very addictive...

haha..oklah...theres so much of her that i cant put to words..
she's the kind of person who we can relate to THE WARM AND FUZZY feeling!
hahaha...anyways..thanks for being a part of me..
thanks for being the bubbly,slow yet cute girl...
thanks again for being you in some parts of me!

"you will always be loved"-rauzan

Tagged Game too Late!

2007-04-17T00:58:00.000-07:00

a post i wrote 1 week ago.....
but im only gonna post it today...hahaa

Hello world!
Yes im back,updating for the second time this week..
it was raining so i did a little blog hopping till i came across miss Sabarina's blog..
in her entry she wants me to do this tag game la...but for dont know what
reason,i didn't get the tag...hahah..
so...im gonna play the game now lah..

ouh ya,to play this game i must lay down six wierd things about me...
then i must tag 6 people to do the same..
so here goes...

#1: I used to keep exotic animals as pets.the first exotic pet was a tarantula imported specially from some part of brazil.while the second exotic pet was a python,caught from one of our local parks....hehehe.. "once,i fed my hamster to the tarantula..it was cool!"

#2: I love playing in the mud or puddles..it brings back the kid in me to live! haha...

#3: If you really know me well,you might consider this normal.I CAN LAUGH LIKE I NEVER LAUGHED BEFORE!...i can even laugh at my own jokes,eventhough it was'nt funny or its just to alien to others.i can also laugh when theres nothing to laugh at..."LAUGHING SYNDROME"

#4: Im a very bossy person.if things are not done my way,i'll think its wrong to do this way or that way..my way is the way unless a better suggestion is surfaced.when that happens...i usually hide myself lah..paisey mah!ahaha

#5& #6 aku tak tahu
wakakkakakaka....i'll update later ..chao!

Camp Instructor frenzy!

2007-04-15T07:39:00.000-07:00

yes im back from 3 days of ecxiting rural escape!
haha.i miss this feeling,back with nature,anndddd....KIDS!

alright,alright...this new job,a camp instructor is definately fun!

yes i said fun!

and guess what,its cute when little kids call me Instructor Mike!

the most touching part is when the kids asked me for my autograph before going back home

and some even cried!

I almost cried too!

there were 2 little cute girls..i can never forget their names;

Amita and Nurhidaya..

we were so attatched like big brother and small sisters.

they cried like they never cry before sia..

so sad..anyway..this is my group and my assistant..

the 2 pretty cute girls that i'll definately miss!

Im still alive, thank you.

2007-04-01T04:05:00.000-07:00

alright.
it been dog years since the last update came in.hahah
anyways lappy just arrived yesterday morning,and i finally got the
mood to post an entry.
lets see,last nite performed at sentosa.
it was very lame honestly.
the first time i see a management put a breakdance item
in the midst of "budak2 myspace" gig.
haha incase if anyone dont know "budak2 myspace"is the kind
of term i used on emo shitters!haha

despite all that, im happy!
haah..you know why?
haha its quite lame too.
for the first time in doggy's years i backflipped down the stage"
feel like flying seh.hahaha..
lame rite!

and i didnt know that i like to type lotsa crappy stuff till someone
told me so.
hhaaha..dont worry,its all good!

ok i better configure this thing first.
dah..
bye2

2007-03-15T07:40:00.000-07:00

assesments had taken such a big toll.
so many sleepless nights just to fulfill the requirements to get to year 2.
yet again,its all worth it...i hope.

somehow,assesments brought me closer to some people in school.
we organise meetings together,had lunch,dinner and night snacks together.
but in all that,assesments made a gap between us.
we're too occupied with assesments that we hardly had time.
i wonder if you can even recognise my face again.
haha..im just joking.

then again.
i miss my classmates already.
the bond we had during these past few weeks was awesome!

i think i mst go to sleep now.
im starting to crap. a lot.
seriously.

2007-03-05T08:15:00.000-08:00

here i am again, blogging for the ever-so-lazy redha.
well, in case you dont know, im zafirah.
the ever-so-hardworking good friend of redha.
this is the 2nd time im blogging for him. hahaha.

no lah. actually, redha is not lazy.
his computer is dead.
well, at least that's what he claimed it to be. okay whatever.

anyway, we (sue, redha and i) met up today at causeway point.
even though it was a short meet up, it was funfunfun!
camwhored like nobody's business. best okay! so long didnt meet them!

redha was being so irritating la.
tak sah kalau dier tak kacau orang!
he keeps calling me boncet! dammit! pfft.
thanks eh! and he calls sue minah. hahaha.

while lepak-ing outside civic centre...
redha got to know of an interesting fact from sue and me.
it's a secondaryschoolstory but redha was touched upon hearing it.
LOL!!! stop it eh redha. and please keep it to yourself.
thankyouverymuch! ^_^

ok ok. pictures time!

there are loads of other pics but i cant possibly upload all la kan!

i just upload the nicenice ones. heh.

okay redha, you owe me something.

it's 12:45am now.

and i actually blogged for you instead of blogging at my own blog!

sheesh!

goodnight world!

2007-02-26T05:42:00.000-08:00

ok im pissed.
seriously fucking pissed.
so tell me,what am i supposed to do to get some ppl off my back?
i've been receiving several smses and calls from this girl claiming that
i gave my number to her.
the best part is,she didnt want to let me know her name!

how slutty-ly cool was that?
not!
and she even have the cheek to say some stuff im not proud of saying here.

dah.im too pissed
goodbye.

A breath of fresh Air

2007-02-25T06:17:00.001-08:00

me: eh you can seriously talk and talk till the next morning eh?
her: well actually i was waiting for you to kiss me and shut me up.

hahaha..
just a lil' bit of what happened since i last typed an entry.
and so i've met this girl in school.
well actually we bumped into each other a couple of times (ok i lied)
like alomst everyday.
she's always kept right in the corner of my eye everytime we bumped.
but just 2 weeks ago i finally stepped up and introduce myself.haha
ouh btw,she's chinese.have i told u guys that i love chinese girls? :p
hha

ok thats it.
im tired.

A breath of fresh Air

2007-02-25T06:17:00.000-08:00

a free entry

2007-02-19T06:55:00.000-08:00

thursday, 15 feb 2007
hello people of the universe.
im typing this entry on behalf of my multi-talented, hot and single companion.
redha is such a lazy bum and i cant stand the fact that he hasnt been updating.
lalalalaaaaaaa.
*skips around*

whenever redha goes out with me, his cigarette intake will be reduced cos i will hold on to his pack of cigarettes.
ration babe! :P
i know, im such a nice and caring friend.
thankyouverymuch.
hehe.

last friday and saturday, i was out with him.
on friday, we went to ITE tampines to catch haiqal,
aidi and fad (sue's bf) having their rockclimbing competition.
we were out early in the morning siaaa.
like 6am plus.
penat to the max okay.

the bus journey was damn long.
after watching haiqal, aidi and fad doing their thing, i left with redha.
sue stayed on to go back with her bf.
fad got the first place while aidi got the 2nd place.
congrats guys!
redha headed off to school while i headed home.

then on saturday, it was a last minute thing.
redha was being random.
he suddenly wanna go esplanade to celebrate nas'(authorized) birthday.
initially, i didnt want to go (due to unforeseen cirumstances) but for redha, oh well, i gave in. pfft.

redha actually took the laughing gas firwan brought and he got slapped by me for being so crappy.
HAHAHAHAAHA.
sorry ah redha.
it wasnt a tight slap anyway. ^_^

im watching the dancefloor right now.
styles from beyond got through to the top 10! weee.
macam faham. hahaha.

so basically that's about it uhh.
i have no idea what else to say.
hurhur.
you guys better thank me for saving his blog from rotting.mwahahahhaha.

guess who blogged for redha? :D:D:D
no prizes for correct guesses though. :P

p/s: thanks redha, for giving me the honour to let me blog for you. huahua.
nights!

put yorself in my shoes,are you happy?

2007-02-18T07:58:00.000-08:00

it seems that i've been missing in alot lately,
sure enough,its even tougher for me to catch up.
and to think im capable of pulling through all this,
i started this mess in the first place so why bother.

i could start a new one,
i even had the time to stir up a new issue.
publish a magazine or something,
but i choose to let things be,really?

so.
just let it be.

2007-02-04T09:24:00.000-08:00

harlow~
i dont feel good right now so..yah...i dont feel good!
haha.
anyways,me,amir,akmal,amsyar,aphyik all went to KEDAI KOPI go watch soccer match
(sounds so SING-LISH)haha
boy was i glad singapore won.
haha.when Khairul Amri scored the winning goal i sreamed like a girl.wakaka..
super glad lah!

oh2,before that got meeting.
got lah this one problem.so got meeting lah.
the een and jin was there.
then uh een scold jin sia becoz he wanted to meet up zaf or sumthing haha while they were
supposed to be working on sumthing.haha.
random-ing!
dahlah.i really dont feel good.

feel like vomitting.bluerk!

kk.bye yaw!

2007-02-02T21:48:00.000-08:00

ok guys.

i've been threaten by dear Zafirah sia!haha

just look at the sign above.yeah the one on top.

"A Punch for a Puff campaign"

haha.cool or what.

anyways, i was about to get very afraid of that threat untill i came across this picture.

yeah,this is more like it!
FOR SURE i'll give up smoking if these ladies are present here,
giving me their fullest support!
haha!

yet again,i think i may need a puff or two.haha
just to keep me going i suppose.

seriously,im bored.
and the only reason i even bothered to update
was becoz Sue suruh!
wakakaka.
ok dah.
im off!
toodles!
tag
tag
tag
tag

butts!

2007-01-31T09:44:00.000-08:00

hello world!

yeah,its been such a long time since i last say that.haha.

ok i would really want everyone to focus on this picture above.

believe it or not,the cigerette butts placed on the metal grills belongs to me!

haha.seriously,im a heavy smoker.

oh btw,this was taken outside school.a place we call "smoking corner"

alright lets recap.

i personally had fun with the girls yesterday.

yes,they're lovely people.haha!

ok.i need to sleep.

im in a heap of stress!

i guess that explains the increase number of sticks i smoke per day!

haha!

ok now toodles!

Gay-ed at RP

2007-01-30T23:19:00.000-08:00

Yes i had fun with the gang!
hang out soon aite!

2007-01-15T10:16:00.000-08:00

Just like i thought,2007 would be a let down.
well for the start of the year atleast,and birthday
was'nt that "happy" afterall.

I sometimes ponder to myself,what is it really that i want?
and most of the times,i can't give a straight forward answer to myself.

I feel that the most fulfilling feeling would be "Satisfaction".
The satisfaction of being succesful in studies is one hell of a
feeling that i've missed so much.
In replacement to that, being succesful in music and new found
Career is nothing less than exciting.

"excitement"
is that what i really want?
Maybe at this age it might be yes.
But to think of the long run,i'll reconsider.

Looking back down the streatch of 2006,
i'd say i've wasted so much of my life!

-School
-Love
-Rap
-Career
these were the factors that changed the way i lived
back in the year 2006.

However theres a lesson to be learnt from all that.
Hopefully.

Oh btw,Happy Birthday Amir! and Yanty!
not forgetting Khairy!
Happy 18th Birthday to all 3 of you!
finally 18 huh!

and to my cousin Rina,Happy Advanced 19th Birthday!

And to myself,
stop whining and get to bed!
Dont forget to post pics of ur visit to OCH soon ok!
And work quickly on your group's Debut Album will ya!

Happy New Year!

2007-01-03T08:35:00.000-08:00

I think this may come a bit late but who cares!
HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!
love,

alright,its 2007 finally.
the year when i finally got LEAGAL!
haha.

ok,countdown party was a blast.
i came home with 7 saperate numbers whic i had no
intentions of calling nor texting.
i guess im still stuck in the past which is really unhealthy.
haha.
lets drop that subject for now.
in 9 days i'll be 18!
woohoo.now i can get into clubs the LEGAL way.
OMG redha you are so lame!
wakakaka.

ok guys,ive gotto tell you this.
its not you,its me.
i've got to leave.

im just sleepy.

wakaka.
toodles!

confessions or confusions

2006-12-29T09:44:00.000-08:00

A picture tells a thousand words.
But how exactly do you paint a picture
that tells that thousands of tales?

Here's an overall summary of how my life
had been these past days,or months.

1)New Job-Audio Visuals Producer.
2)Fucking busy-Meetings and all that.
3)Toy'd-You KNOW what i mean by that don't ya?

haha.so muck for an overall summary!
ok,in a day time(which is after tomorrow) is countdown!
I on the other hand had to manage things.
Not to forget that im performing too!
YEAH.NEW SONG BAYBEH.

ok,i've learnt so much in the past happenings.
Number 1,
no relationships are pure.
I mean,in one way or another theres bound to be a third party.
(THIS IS VERY RANDOM,SO THE TER-ASER PEEPS SORRY!)

Number two,
please REDHA don't fall in love again!
i have my reasons for that.and it does'nt concern nobody.

Number three,
I must hang out with my EVG(4E4) peeps.
Because we understand each other better,we're better friends.

Last but not least,
Im a real heavy smoker!
What do you expect?
im in a heap of stress!

Now i'll tell you how do you paint a picture that tells those thousands
of tales.

-You don't.
just paint what you like and try to make sence out of it.
try to incorporate you feelings and emotions to it.
believe me,YOU've done a great job helping me pick this
background!

BTW,i took this picture ok!

2006-12-27T13:58:00.000-08:00

hello-hello.
many apologies for not updating for so long.
and yes,theres alot that all of you expect from this entry.
however,this entry was ment to say "MY BLOG IS STILL ALIVE!"
ok.
i am very busy nowadays,havingto manage and perform the COUNTDOWN PARTY at Causeway Point.
so be there,if anyone need special INVITES,tag.
will update soon after 31st with a new layout.
till then,toodles!

2006-11-16T20:26:00.002-08:00

i was excited.
then i got put down.
then i got excited again.
and again i got put down.

next,i got very,superbly excited!
next thing you know,im being put down again.

eyes closed that night,warmth gently i felt you touch
you in my arms in the silent cold night.
and guitars strummed, sets the mood right
but you were'nt there,eyes opened that night.

2006-11-16T20:26:00.001-08:00

Debut Perfoemance

2006-11-14T00:15:00.000-08:00

Pergilah Kasih
Las sperantia

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bh-iZip_YI8

abit off tune but oklar kan!

2006-11-12T01:44:00.000-08:00

hey world!
i've been very busy lately and obviously been quite tired lah.
tired of school work.
tired of this new job that i've got as a waiter.
tired of producing beats and all.
tired of waiting for atleast a bare minimum of 11 hrs in total(for 2 days)
tired of late nights.
anyways all this had taken a toll on me.
as proven,im sick.
yup,coughs here and there and the inconsistance of my body temperature.

haha.
well incase anyone have'nt heard yet.
i've established a group named Las Sperantia.
yup we're singing,rapping,producing audio visuals and so much more!
just to let all of you know,we've just completed our debut performance this morning!
well it went a bit off tune.(if u noe wad i meant)

2006-10-22T11:28:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Rayer!

haha..
im just so excited,period!
so what's up?
the CEILING!
wakakaka...
cool rite!
i noe..

ok so,
im filling myself up with cakes,tarts and some other goodies..
nothings beats goodies (ESPECIALLY CHOC CHIP COOKIES!) freshly baked from the oven!
really..
and yes,i made them myself.
well,atleast half of it lah..
oklah,a quater of it?!
wakaka..
ok..
so..
yah...
COME MY HOUSE LAH PEOPLE!
i dont care what or who u are,
just as long ur in BAJU KURUNG,or BAJU KEBAYA, or NOT WEARING ANITHING!
wakaka...
come2 dont be shy ok!

aite,im almost full.
hmmm...sleep sounds good.
right2?
i noe..
wakakaka...

and by the way..
my mom is so the childish sia..
wakaka..
the marble cake just got out from the oven and she start screamin in excitement.
OI...CANTIK SEYY...GERENTI SEDAP.
followed by "MESTILAH SEDAP,KALAU MAK YG BUAT!"
wakakaka....

oklah guys,girls,gays,bi-sexuals,lesbies..
im off...
later den on again
ON THE LAST DAY OF PUASER!!!
weee~~
chiows!

2006-10-20T10:57:00.000-07:00

haluu everyone!
or atleast,err..ahhh..nvm!
kekeke...

its not shocking if i say i have a fan!
not one,but atleast 6 working ones at home.
theres 2 in the living room,1 in my bedrom..blahblahblah...
haha..
but..
its shocking if i say i have a fan that actually keen on reading my posts!
not one of the fans at home uh!
thanks la "annon"..
u've made my day!

ok..HARI RAYA!
yeah yeah!
its just in a matter of days to the very the extravagant day!
yup,i can count the number of days with my toes already!
yippie!
sadly,this means that im in big trouble!
yup,i have not finished doing up my house yet...
heheheh...
so visitors,get ready to sit on the floor!

ok,my day was boring for me...
so i didnt slept the whole of last nite doing up my house..
arggg...no big deal la..wahaha
and the best part is,dad didnt like the whole turn up.
so i have to re-do everything all by myself!
shiats!

ahaha..

ok peeps listen up..
or read up!
on saturday,which is today at 3 pm
theres gonna be a battle going on at dome..
so turun lah..
and no..
im not joining..
retired uh!
wahahahahha...

oklah..
soo long suckas!

2006-10-19T02:15:00.000-07:00

haha..
im teased!

must what i wrote on blogger be true?
must it?
that i leave it to my mood.

and im not in love lah please.
betul tak aphyik?betul kan?
haha..

and guess what,yours truely got interviewed!
yes,again!
well this time its for a sch report on hip-hop(and other subcultures)
i must say the reporter was quite impressive,coming out with
great qns and all...
wad ya expect,3rd year poly mah!

ok im done!
and ati,aku belanje kau punyer lah,dont worry!
eh aku luper!

happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to izzabellolah(aka ati)!
happy birthday tooo you!!

2006-10-17T01:23:00.000-07:00

my creations.

hello-hello..
this is gonna be just another anonymous entry
so it might not necessary makes sence.
well,the PSI levels are up and boy is the air dirty or what?
fuck those indons.
stupid uh?!
wakakaka
ok

da

bye

2006-10-16T14:00:00.000-07:00

i'm not gonna loose myself,
with faint hopes that i think was just too pale.
but i'll wait upon thy self,
with rays of hope...
yes with rays of hope lah,
what else to say.
rays of nope,not a ray of hope
so i better see many-many hopes..
or rays..
haha

2006-10-15T10:19:00.000-07:00

contradiction
doubt
worries
dumbfounded
lost for words.

these were the describing words that explains me right now.

all i need was a significant sign.

2006-10-14T12:41:00.000-07:00

today was another day...
and im not thinking straight,literally!
u see,im just acting gay.
for sure i am not.
i mean gay.
hehe..

i dont know about the rest of you,
i believe in controvercy.
i also believe in love.
but,if u put these two together
u will be resulted with a funny ring to it.
Controvercial Love.
that does not sound right does it?
i thought so.
i'm being fermented,and i let myself be
even when im already aware of it for so long.
however,i dont dare to take up the next step.
i might be leading myself for all i know.

unspoken love may lead to broken hearts.

oh please give me a sign.

nonetheless,I AM NOT GAY!
i ACT GAY for ur viewing pleasre.
nothing more.
nothing less.

*note the full-stop at the end of the last two sentences*

2006-10-13T14:13:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD!
TODAY WAS A BLAST!
BUT FIRST OF ALL I HAVE TO THANK
MY FREN IZZATI FOR SAVING MY LIFE!

OKOK
I START THE DAY BY MEETING UP AIT AT WLD MRT
WAH DIER LAMBAT SEHH
AND PLS DONT GET US WRONG
SHE WAS JUST HELPING ME OUT OK
FIRWAN,HUSH2!
OK THEN
WE WENT ALL THE WAY TO PAYA LEBAR
IT WAS HILLARIOUS IF U GUYS HAD SAW MY BELO-NESS

AT PAYA LEBAR WE MET THE EX
ATI DID THE MOST SUPERB JOB EVER LAH
CANNOT TELL
BLUERK!

AIT I OWE U BIG TIME!
OK ENUFF OF THAT

SO AFTER BUKE ME AND WAN WENT TO ESPLANADE
WHILE ATI MEET HER BF
BS WAS THERE
WAD FUCK DO I CARE

DEN PROCEED TO TOWER
MET DSC BEB
AKU TAK DAPAT TGK MOTOR DOINK!
DEN
THEY WENT HOME
JUST BEFORE NIZ CAME
SHE BROUGHT HER FREN "AN"
DEN THERE WAS A FONE CALL
AN ACT GAY
I GOT THE MOOD TO ACT GAY FROM THEN ON
SO I LAYAN THAT BUGGER!
WAKAKA
FUNNY LAH
DATS EXPLAIN THE PICS ABOVE

2006-10-11T23:38:00.000-07:00

and here i am,updating again.
i don't think i've fans readers of my posts,but i don't care.
if you wanna read just read.
and you better do read in depths because,
i dont want anyone to nugde me on msn snd ask me things
that are already on the posts section.

alright then,since i've got that sorted out.
yesterday night was cool.
farhan brought us fire crackers that really work!
how cool was that.
and they came in handy too.
well lets imagine.
you are walking home,
then suddenly u see shadows comming behind you.
what will you do?
well,if its me i would rather turn ard and give a run for his
acts.
but,
since i have these mine fire crakers that explodes big time,
i would rather light one up and throw it at his face..
then,
kkkkaaabbbbooommm!!
ahaha...

ok im sleepy,
just to let ya'll noe i just woke up.
and i still have ample of time.
so if ya have any LOBANGS for work
call me aite..

2006-10-11T09:52:00.000-07:00

hello world.
I am indeed in need of some soul searching time.
i dind't even know who or what i am now.
am i redha(aka mike) that i used to know or,
am i mike (nafa) the fame driven flirt.
i simply don't have the answers to that yet.
and yes,i've been intoxicating myself with "laughing gas".
at first i thought it's just a remedy to all my problems.
the good news is,it helped me to get rid most of the problems.
the bad news is,it became another problem.
im being addicted.

yes.
i am all that free.
free from devotion and devoting.
but.
i am in a dilemma.
see guys,i should'nt even be talking to her.
yes i noe that.
and because why?
i hate her.
but lately im imersing myself into her and it may get serious.
maybe im just leading myself on.
or maybe not.
i don't wanna invest my feelings yet.
just not yet.
i think.

and.
what is with girls nowadays?
first they put on tattered and revealing shirts,blouse wadever....
now,what i think is they are obsessed with butt lines or crack as many would've prefer.
guys,i am not an inch bothered by that.
but what i am worried about is:
the future of our race.
gaahhhh..

incase no one noticed,tommorow is another challenge.

2006-10-09T01:48:00.000-07:00

ok guys girls and children of all ages..
despite the "jiwang sia" lyrics of the this song..
i am not missing anione...unless...
gaaahhhh...
DSC is my new found love
yup Dome Squad Clique!
clicl clask baby!
woohooo!!!

yup2...DSC and some EXTRAs(heheheh)

gua lup sama lu all lah clackers

2006-10-08T15:50:00.000-07:00

well,i've just got my blog a "blog make-over"
i promise to update more right after i take care of some things more or less important.

2006-10-03T02:47:00.000-07:00

just started designing again
and boy i really lost my touch..

ok just created this two
any comments please put em up on the tagboard

2006-10-02T12:30:00.000-07:00

i dont want to be in another relationship animore when the outcome is the same.
where hearts gets broken and sincerity and faith is another dream.
so what if i've messed up this relationship,i'll get into another one rite.
its always like dat.
trust me.

i've had bigger problems than to devote myself in another worthless adventure driven by the plain reason to forget whats past.
i hate HER.
that was a lie forever i will tell,for i knew i will never get her back.
im still clapping with one hand,quietly.
yet again,I HATE HER is what i'll tell ya.

to think that im falling in love again is just what i wanna think.
in reality,i'd say its an excuse.
or refuge perhaps.

I LOVE HER,but i'll always lie abt it everytime.
just as long as im happy.
but then again.
im always happy with HER.

arghh...
this is a scar that for so long i've been enduring all this while.
and whenever it start to heal,SHE bust it open again just to leave me hanging.

i HATE you,I LOVE YOU....?
i'd prefer us

2006-09-30T13:32:00.000-07:00

im running low these past few days
thanks to the refuge of my DOME buddies i am fine

ferst up,assesements..
im ok with it but the part i hate most is resubmission!
darn
just becoz of the fact that i used diff coloured file im dead
waddaheck!!!

and the thing that is buggin my mind rite now is "deary''
she had'nt talk to me not atleast once since i spoke to her abt her attitude.
like wad the fuck rite
whenever i say sumthing like "U...u da berubah tau"
and then whe went "I TAU LAH I MCM SIAL!!!!'
then she kept on crying...
and crying...
then when i asked another qn...
there she goes again "I TAU LAH I MCM SIAL!!!!"

i dont want to be in this posssition animore
please lah...

no wonder im so jiwang
wakakak
ok dah bye

2006-09-20T01:53:00.000-07:00

forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..

gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....
with that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew is what had overtaken me
with no reason i am comforted by inability to understand

forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away..

i gave my heart away
in that moment i gave my heart away....

FOREVER your eyes will hold the memory
forever your eyes will hold the memory....

when i wake from this dream
will your smile still open my heart
and leave me transparent?

2006-09-19T01:06:00.000-07:00

why god why?
im being enchanted by that witch's face again.
her uneven yet smooth srokes of hair.
flawless skin that defined beauty.
the ever so sweet smile.
that goddes figure once i held thight.
that supple lips.
thanks eh ajib,thanks..

its an " i love you but i hate you stiuation"
FUCK LAAA...

now my best bud in NAFA is goin thru the same thing..
good luck to us la bro..
assesments

contradictory love
questionable lusts
undeniably lies

i hate this

2006-09-09T09:42:00.000-07:00

just caught this movie entittled "i am sam"
my gosh that movie really touched me
how love can change everything

i practically wept the whole movie through,well atleast half of the whole movie..
i dun want to blog yet lah...
im still very the very touched and captivated

2006-09-06T12:46:00.000-07:00

aite..
met khairy lastnite..
incase anyone of u readers noe,khai is the bestie for me..
since we entered sec 1
yeah we're the coolest alrite..
ok..
so i met him at vista park...
sat down...
talk
smoke
talk
talk
talk
smoke
eat
smoke..
den we suddenly talk abt the past
this is rather interesting..
cos i finally let out the remaining peices of anger kept quietly in me..
it was a blast..
he had fun
i had fun
we had fun
so then
we talk
talk
smoke
talk
drink
somke
talk untill it reached 3 am..
so i cycle bed home and crashed into my bed...
just like wad im abt to do now..
adios

btw khai,if ur reading this...
im still very sorry for not turning up for ur mom's funeral
may her soul rest in peace...
and you mister,better buck up and dont think of getting into a relationship yet ok...
think and learn from what happened to me aite...

2006-09-05T06:35:00.000-07:00

hooolla..
ok,i had a blast today...
played pool for like 3 hrs...
earned extra cash for nothing...
still stuck up with assignments...

ok bye..

2006-09-01T10:04:00.000-07:00

ok im back finally after ditching this no good blog.
alright,31st aug was such a blast!
went sch for just 30 mins and im already onmy way back to woodlands to meet the greatest people in my life back in EVG sec!
well most of them turned up but the rest was just plain disappointing la..
ok,the concert was a fucking mess i tell u..
during my era in that sch,everything was cool.
but now,its just crappy.

ok...
after that planned to go costa sands resort with her but she had last minit plans la..
gooood.....and bad for me lah..i think..ehehehehe...
well,it was nabila's birthday so as a good friend i decided to go and stay over the night and spend some time whith her friends..
they're fucking gereks i tell you!
so later that night we spoke and told stories of our lives..
anill really touched our hearts with his version of his on life story..
it was sad..then on we went talking about relationship and again he touched our hearts..
as i was sitting on the bed along with 7 other maniacs..i almost shed tears..
well just simply bcoz it was a been there done that situation..
lucky nabila was there coz she too knows abt me and the pasts.
anill,"aku paham!'
wahaha..that was the line i frequently use to comfort him..like lame.

and ouh yah..there was this girl named arjunna of something.she ws sleeping on the bed earlier and she practically rolled off the bed and landed on the solid ground..that was hillarious la.
ok so after that..we went to sleep..
in total,there were 7 souls on the freaking bed..boys girls all sleeping together..
the best part was..we heard sounds of joy in some people's sleep...SNORES!
haha...

well...this morning i skipped 1st class coz i was too comfortabe on the bed so i decided to sleep in.
then we ate nasi lemak together...like as if we're a new found family..
and finally it was time for goodbyes..sad sia..
ouh btw,anill's anaconda came out for a little peep!
wahaha...
and asap's boxer s got torn.

2006-08-25T03:16:00.000-07:00

let me just check,how many of you really read my posts?
hardly a handfull rite?
but wadd heck...i dont really care coz this is like the only way im letting out my thoughts,feelings and all sorts of shits out..

ok.
my mum cant stop nagging for god knows why.
seriously,she's acting very strangly these past few days.
cn you imagine just getting back home and your mum starts nagging..
i tell you..its darn frustrating..
she's like a motor mouth ..cant stop at all...

to make things worst my girl is acting strangly also..
wtf sia..
after 1 then another 1 comes..
fucking superdooper irritating sialll!!!
and i feel that the chemistry is fading away..
or is it just me?!
hmmm..

one more thing,
school is my best thing now..
its the way i can let out my tention through my art..
my lecturer has already complian to me ..
he goes "why your painting so voilent lah?"
i take that as the best comment personally cos people can interpret what i feel through my art..
cool rite!!

2006-08-22T09:15:00.000-07:00

im insignificat to many but important to just a hand-full.
im that fucker that u wish u wouldnt be.
im the type of person whom no one can trust.
im wasting myself again for god know why.
im all that crap u see in the toilet.
im ironically stupid yet its true.
im just me in a different manner that many did not get to see..
in a while..
im back to the saddistic me again after abt a year or so.

someone pls grab a knife and slash me slowly
in the throat please make it look like an accident
so no one to be blamed except for myself
and for myself im in need of solitude
for the peace of mind many came looking for
from the top the roof again is my pleasure
and again with the slashes i thank you sincerely

2006-08-21T09:04:00.001-07:00

today might just be one of the best days in school..
dont ask why it just did!
i guess the sudden drive to get all my overdue assignments done gets me going for the best..
hmm ...maybe..u peeps noe me rite...

ok...
like finally photography class is comin..
its like the best subjevt ever..all i have to do is just snap pics and dats it...
wahahah....
well...assesments is just around the corner so better buck up MIKE!
wahahaa...
incase anyone of u dont know yet ...
my classmates call me not red but mike...
cool isnt it?!
well it is larh...nyaha..
aniwaes...i dont care just as long they dont call me other stupid names such as jack,Y and all those idiotic names that matreps use!

next..
I NEED HELP!!!
i need a personal accountant..
seriously..
im spending too much on redundant things and always short of cash!
ANY TAKERS ANYONE?
haha..

just cant wait till i get my lisence
then,i can ride off to school with style!!
scrambler babe!!!
but first i must sort out my financial disfuntionalities and such
must start saving sia!!!

and i miss her greatly..
she's like 24 km away from me rite now..
so ...yeah i really do..
the ironic thing is she said that this cute decent face look like a matrep?!!
wah3!!
do i really look like one?
i dont think so sia..

oklah i better get back to my dearly assignments..
see ya next time!

2006-08-21T09:04:00.000-07:00

2006-08-20T10:08:00.000-07:00

its been weeks to months since my last update..
so sorry to those concerned readers..(if there is lah!)

ok...
i dont want to brag about school animore sine its getting very lame!
its always the same thing everyday!
come to sch..lepak..den do some work den lepak again..
lucky theres this place called "pool fusion 3"
so theres some form of entertainment..
not to forget my click of friends.
..

so last saturday was my first time in DSC's meeting as an official member..
it was abit fussy lah at first..but as time goes by things get in control abit.
so my first track have already been recorded..
its a "hari Raya song"
so put on ur headphones during this fasting month and strain ur ears for our song..
its very catchily good to listen to..i bet!
its like finally a part of my dreams came true..

and i tot being attatched is goin to help..
for some reasons it didnt give me the full impact ...yet
arrggghh!

mdm hasnah is being suck a bitch lately..
literally a bitch!
arrhh...i dun wanna be associated with her animore..
go to hell larhhh
die bitch die!!
hehehe...

let me tell u this..

i've facing soo much stress rite now..
but i rather keep it cool..
its no point i pour my heart out if that person can only listen and give irrelavant points..
i've had it

just cant wait to turn 18 and get my lisence woohoo!!
just seeing my pal riding his bike off just ticks me off even moree...
shiatss!!!
but..must start saving lah...
later no money how?
wahaha..

oklah im chowing off...

tip of the day..

dont stop if u feel like stopping
stop only when u need to.

2006-07-25T12:08:00.000-07:00

darn! this blog suck!
hahaah...
soo...its been long since my last update..
what can i do..busy man lah
too busy infact that i've been missing alot in life lately...

ok so...school is getting abit lame...coz its too fun!
get it?
i guess dummers dont...ahaha
well..im having this 2 weeks break before my 2nd term starts..
so keep ur fingers crossed for another update..."i will try!"

oh...i dont think i've ever mentioned this before so here u go!
NAFA SPORTS DAY IS AT SENTOSA!
is that cool or wad
its more of a getaway for me wahaha...
i just cant wait
sun.besch.girls.pretty hot girls.scorching hot girls...
the best thing is we get to nominate the sexiest guy or girl to be our "beach boy/girl" of the year
ahaha...
theres already rumours that my classmates are gonna sabo me into this..
well maybe i am that sexy afterall!
wahaha...

hmm...

im fucken bored
seriously..can someone date me or sumthing!!
wahaha..
THIS IS AN OFFER THAT GIRLS CANT AFFORD TO MISS!
narh..im just jokin
but if anyone want some ,come get some!wahaha

and yeah,this friday i'll be performing at youthpark..
not breakdancing,but streetdance..
yah...its been a super shock to me too
so if u wanna see me in action..come pls

ouh yah
forgot to mention
does anyone remember the hiphop gig at wld CC afew months ago?
if u dont den u missed the greatest event of the year!!!
wahaha...
so with great pleasure..
im inviting all of you to come for the part 2 of it!!
loads of cash prizes to be won!
this time its been grouped into 3 catogaries
breakdance
streetdance
rap
tix at $3 only
u can get em from me!

oklah
i think thats about it
soo
toodles~~~~

2006-06-12T23:37:00.000-07:00

have you felt being rejected for being yourself?
well i have..
its super intolerable when you're being rejected simply becoz you're too cool or too popular..
really,what the fuck has it got to do with you and me and coolness and fame?
i really dont get it..

seriously.

i dont.

its a problem
more like a controversy.

i dont get you.
period.

ok so...
first week of school was fun..
met alot of new and old frens here and there,
breaking the school rules,
jalan2 ard the CITY CAMPUS
look stylishly "cool" and "FAmous"

darn...i just cant get over it lah for the matter.
arhh.
fuck it lah ...
what am i supposed to do?
hide myself?!
hell no!!

aite,
that made me feel abit better..

so world cup are here
so does the BOOKIES
ahaha....

its only like the first few games and yet some of my school mates already made hundreds
after betting on matches..
geez...

im starting to miss some people already.
like some of my frens i left way back in EVG
those that i left in the studio
those chunked in the corners of tampines dome

if only there to be some mass gatherings..
that'll be pure fun!

somehow i miss other people ive never thot of missing
i miss pressing the tiny buttons on my hp
....
then suddenly i missed having someone to care and to love for..
shiats...

hah!
im goin to bed..
see ya!

2006-05-30T10:12:00.001-07:00

gangster face indeed!
okay..
1st day of sch was darn fun!!!
wahaah...
lets recap..

well,met terry at adm mrt station at 7 am den we proceed into the train...
it was quite a short trip i must say cos we were practically amusing each other so we got lost track of tyme..
den,alighted at dhoby ghaut..
bought some cigies den smoke while we walk towards the sch compound..
upon reaching the campus,we waited,cuci mate abit den queue up to register..ahahaq
alot of happening girls larh!
both seniors and juniors alike..
den we had a talk..
it was quite boring so i practically slept thru the whole thing..
i think the rest of the students did the same thing...hahah
so after dat..
we had a little tour ard the campus..
darn city campus is fun!!!!!
den its time for ice breaking...
my class mates were so quiet that i was the only bloody one whus doing all the talking!!
wahaha...but cool...coz i became famous amongst the juniors and seniors..hehehe....esp the girls
ahahaha...
den had lunch for 1 hour..me and some new found frens go eat at mcd den smoke..wahaha...
smoking is really the only way to start a conversation amongst strangers..hehe
ok after dat we had talentime..
wahaha..another opportunity for me
the girls went hell over head for me man...seriously!!!hahaha
den after dat we were dismissed..
however,we were told that theres a rooftop party going on later ..so we stayed
that part uh..abis..
tanduk smuer kluar..
like real clubbing but even better...
so i mingled here and there,flirt abit and eventually got home with 7 saperate phone numbers!!
how cool is that!
ahaha...
oklah...im tired coz just got home from partying soo....
toodles!!

2006-05-30T10:12:00.000-07:00

okay..
1st day of sch was darn fun!!!
wahaah...
lets recap..

well,met terry at adm mrt station at 7 am den we proceed into the train...
it was quite a short trip i must say cos we were practically amusing each other so we got lost track of tyme..
den,alighted at dhoby ghaut..
bought some cigies den smoke while we walk towards the sch compound..
upon reaching the campus,we waited,cuci mate abit den queue up to register..ahahaq
alot of happening girls larh!
both seniors and juniors alike..
den we had a talk..
it was quite boring so i practically slept thru the whole thing..
i think the rest of the students did the same thing...hahah
so after dat..
we had a little tour ard the campus..
darn city campus is fun!!!!!
den its time for ice breaking...
my class mates were so quiet that i was the only bloody one whus doing all the talking!!
wahaha...but cool...coz i became famous amongst the juniors and seniors..hehehe....esp the girls
ahahaha...
den had lunch for 1 hour..me and some new found frens go eat at mcd den smoke..wahaha...
smoking is really the only way to start a conversation amongst strangers..hehe
ok after dat we had talentime..
wahaha..another opportunity for me
the girls went hell over head for me man...seriously!!!hahaha
den after dat we were dismissed..
however,we were told that theres a rooftop party going on later ..so we stayed
that part uh..abis..
tanduk smuer kluar..
like real clubbing but even better...
so i mingled here and there,flirt abit and eventually got home with 7 saperate phone numbers!!
how cool is that!
ahaha...
oklah...im tired coz just got home from partying soo....
toodles!!

2006-05-28T10:53:00.000-07:00

ok people..
i just cant wait to go to sch...wahaha
dah lamer tak jadi student..
heheh..
aniwaes....
check my vids out aite..
ada klakar
ada seram
ada klakar seram..
wahahaha!!!

2006-05-19T13:05:00.000-07:00

ok,wad will ya say IF im finally in love again?
i noe..

the guys will say"yessa...red da dapat permaisuri baru gerenti dah tak kecoh macam dulu!"

and..

the girls will say
"i hope im that lucky girl"

ahaha...
prasan sak red..

ok nvm.
im not in love btw...(so hot girls out there,here's ur chance!"

hmm...
totally booked was great.
im famous.
dsc is totally famous.
and freaky Z was hillarious.
the rest were restless.
a couple of em was quite hidious.
some were temptatious.
im on the other hand was'nt flirtatious for the ferst time.

hmm...
lotsa hot chickos...
tau aku kluarkan hp siang2..
kekeke..

oklah dats it for now

adious,amigoes mangostein

2006-05-14T01:48:00.000-07:00

friday was a blast indeed!
me and a hand-full of local bboys performed at a really2 wedding in a 5 starrs hotel...
let me just sum it all up.
ok,we first met with the rest of the performers at wld cc for a last minit practice.realli it was freaking last minit coz we've havent been practicing till the very day of performance!
so after the some what grand gathering at the cc,vicky exclaimed that the place was totally shut down execpt for the security cameras..
so we went back to base camp,for those who know what it is,hush2 while we leave those who dont to try figure it out!
ok,as soon as we reached the base camp,it started raining cats and dogs.DARN ANIMALS
so we start to settled down den bought some food coz hamster havent had his breakfast+lunch!
aiyoyoh!!!
just afew seconds before departure time to the 5star hotel,we blindly skim thru the whole performance.
ok
4 o'clock
so we all went up the train where we met doink before miting up with meow locco at the next station..ahahah...
i practically slept the whole journey coz i havent been sliping the whole of last night coz i was helpin zizi...heheh..
im wearing my brand new adidas forum btw and had my pair croc in my bag!
ahah!
when we reached the door of the hotel,everyone was really in the mood.
some were claping hands while others (me and ayie)sung like we owned the grand building!
doink and zizi chose to keep quiet,nak step abg2 larr...
haha..
when i set foot into the hotel,everyone else was like staring at me.
some went on whispering to their friend's ears "is that the charming looking guy who was interviewed and eventually came out in the newspapers?!"
ahaha...just joking!
we den headed into the ball room
sat
sat again
helped out zizi abit
den sat again
prac abit den sat again!
ahaha...

ehh alamak...
need to go out now..
continue my story later..hehehe

2006-05-08T00:04:00.000-07:00

dua tiga kucing berlari,
mana nak sama si kucing belang.
dua tiga boleh ku cari,
tapi mana nak sama redha yang sorang yg cute,handsome,berg,intelligent,charming and many2 more!

hehehe...
yeahs its been almost a month i've abandoned this blog...ALMOST 1 month!
aite,lets recap.

1)night trail.
super dope!
had lotssa fun!
banana squad was formed!
1 banana
2 banana
3 banana
4....OI!!!
sheezee!!
went to 5 dif places
very spooky places indeed!

2)speakeasy.
oklarr...
not many peopos turn up
los singkarnos were DOPE!!!
me and ayie were like the noizies duo!
we ate as a fam..
den sung our way home...

3)yesterday.
sponsors hunting day!
aite..this is interesting...
ok me and afew boys were chosen to perform in some big shopping mall.
the payment is $400++
dopee!!!!!
so we went to look for sponsors to facilitate our gears and such.
we got afew though,but most prolly it be KAPPA or ADIDAS seelarh...

4)friday.
got performance.
at some hotel.
during some wedding.
its gonna be cool.
i'll update furthur later aitee

2006-04-22T11:07:00.000-07:00

harloww....
okay,just came back from PLATFORM 6!!
i tell you uh,superb mans the show....DSC was very dope especially VALENTIA PHLOW,MPD(click clack) and AKEEm...
well obviously Akeem was the dopest!...he won lotsa stuff....
infact,the most in the entire event...
mad props to you bro...
okays...me and my bros ayie and syafik did had a blast!!
we're like the noiziest trio in the whole dbl O...wakakaka....
1 banana 2 banana 3 banana 4,5 banana 6 banana and many2 more...OIII!!!!
yeah,dats the main song...wahahha...
okay...
i wanna sleep...2 morrow got show...
btw,there were performances by dope grps like 3 flow frm the KARTELLO...public eyes,velvet groove,richard and sleeque....got alot lah
and btw,taufik batisah was there as well as syed azmir to judge the whole thing
ok im out
peace!

2006-04-16T23:02:00.000-07:00

harlow!!!
im back home from a 3 days trip to KL and SICK!
wahahahahaaa....
okays..lets recap...
on the first day,me,doink,firwan and tsun met up at wld mrt station at 530hrs...
den off th tanjong pagar KTM...peh jauh!!!
den when we reached the location,we found out that we still got more than an hour,sial nyer tsun tipu kitorg...kater departure at 730..padahal 830
so we ate at the kedai kopi...the rest of the peeps look at us mcm nak rompak....fuh..nasib aku gangster..wakaka..
ok den we went up the train...kene wait again...
mcm budak2 jakun kat dalam train...biaserlah...tak selalu naik train...
doink kept playin with the automatic door...and the coolest thing ever abt the train..we can smoke!wakakakaa....
ok...
it wasnt that all pleasant on the train...
we were delayed for about 4 hours
we were sopposed to arrive to KL central at ard 2 pm...enentually,we arrived at 6++...
so late kan...den the worst thing,the anouncer's voice was sooo low it made everyone fell asleep...
wakakak...

ok,upon arrival to KL central,we looked for food..
KFC baybeh....we caught some glimpse of CHICKIES here and there...but wtf...not up to standard!!!waakakka
den we took the cab to ISTANA HOTEL...
5 STARS baybeh!!!!
5stars baybeh!!!!!
5STARS BAYBEH!!!!
ahaha
we were welcomed like VERY IMPORTANT PEOPLE....we were man....like very rich people manns....
met up with ejat,ayie and oink there,they took diff transport..
den we check into our rooms....
me and syafik(oink)got 1 room,
tsun,doink and firwan got 1 room,
ejat and ayie 1 room...
superb mans the room....
the toilet was the best...1st class
ok den we cahnged and look for something to eat again....
after dat,we went clubbing at the musicteque...
oklah..it was superb fun!!!
but the best thing was,we met some pondans there,,
klakar siak...
wan,oink,tsun,ayie was molested!!
wakaka...lucky for me i had a pimple so they kinda hindered me...
weee!!!!!
ok so we went back to our respective hotel rooms at ard 4 am...
funny thing was,tsun came into our room to sleep,the reason was...DDOINK LOCKED HIM OUT~!!!!
kesian...so we made a rule,visitors who gonna sleep in our rooms will have to sleep on the sofa...so sofa it is for tusn....
the next day...woke up at ard 830,,,took our shower den proceed down to have breakfast..
ahaah...makan babe...mcm babi...wakaka....banyak sakk...
ok den we spent our time in the pool area...
dope...the water was quite cold but it was suer fun..like in a resort seyy....

den we proceed to tsun's uncle house..woah...dope giler!!
rumah banglow!!

ok after dat went shopping...woah not just any places...BUTIQUES baybeh...we were rich on that day!!!
ok...
bought lotsa stuff...

den got back to our hotels to sleep..
we bought cigars too...so yeah..super dope!!
nigger style

so the third day,
woke up,had breakfast den did some last minnt shopping..
den pack up and went home...
penat to the maxx..

ok,
when i reached home,i received yet another surprise...look at this,im in the newspapers

oklah..dats it...i had fun...and here's a pic with abg roslan shah the singer from SG..

2006-04-11T13:32:00.000-07:00

play,late nights,fun,eating all the good stuff are me...
i feel the indirect pleasure of making myself or someone else amused to the the things i do...
thats wad i love really...
like someone rolling on the floor laughing at me for the "stop_it" things i do or someone putting a fake smile onto their white faces whenever i annoy him or her...
i mean thats just what i do rite....
and so i thought ....
but u see...those are just barely me...
under this skin that never coming off me...
im a wreak...totally.
u dont see the sorrows i had to put up with nor the pain that i had to stitch myself to heal...
all you see is the SKIN....like the mp3 player on your personal computers or laptop wadever...you can changethe skins for all you like..but beneath it all...the programme files are jacked up,cramped thightly to each other...like a swarm of bees living in the same colony..
i noe it sounds so crappy and mindless...but its a CONFESSIONS of a person in DENIAL...
denial of what ...its for me to pull myself out...
im sorry to spill my true self like this..its so unprofessional i think..so ...sorry guys....

i dont see the point of having a relationship animore....
not that i dont want to but it all seemed pointless and a matter of satisfying one's sexual and personal cravings....things like money and stuff...
to me,its all that plus to have fun and to show off the person u're attatched to...rubbish...
relationships are supposed to reflect the love that a couple have for each other...nowadays,kidds makes it look like just to have sex and ended marrying at a very young age since the baby is almost due and not think about the near future....
thats not rite...
it make a bad impressions of other young couple who really see the true meaning of relationship and its purpose....
not fair at all..

hey im not against relationships and all but we have to see and learn to accept the fact of it now...
ahah...my fren once said...redha...kau single kan...asal ah?...nak aku kenal2 kan bdk pompan nie?
well...im all that single but hey,its really not my fate to find the one im lookin for.i dont wanna waste my time on girls that just declare our passion for love and not doing anithing about it..not animore,never again...i noe my fren ment good,but i've already got my contacts and as i said before,they dont realise the true meaning of a relationship...
argh..enuff about love and finding the rite one...so miss "right one" just appear can?ahaha..

so.i think i better put my happy skin on quickly.i dont want my frens to see the unsightly insides of me...
btw,im not desperate..dont get me wrong...
nor i crave for attention..
i just wann be me ..AGAIN.

2006-04-09T21:27:00.000-07:00

harlow harlow harlow....
im having a blast these few days and i wish to have more blasting days like dat!
ahaaha....

first up...
my students turned up for practice the other day and im quite disappointed...why?! coz there were only two....wahaha....nevermind...more will come i bet...hopefully
next..
have i told you guys that there was this girl on msn psycho-ing me to be her dearest boyfren?
no?!
never mind,i'll tell you the whole story....
ok,there was this girl,she added me on msn..disguised herself with someone else's picture,said she was from tampines sec and got to knw me from the previous gig i had....well...i initially tot she was one of the girls i met at the the gig...then she started doing the desperate stuff...u noe....the desperate stuff!.....then i think back...maybe its one of the biatches from my ex school...and i was rite...well first i have to confirm it with a fren....den...the moment of truth...the she was this FAT girl who think herself as beautiful as ever and think i should end my single-hood life and start a relationship with her....man NEVER...hey im single but not available man!hahaha...whatever gave her the idea i wanna have a relationship....so what i did...i PM anis...ahaha...so she's my "girlfren"..wakaka...gave her the biatch's email add and anis did a hell of a good job!....ahaha.....tak tau plak eh aper dier buat but thank god till now,that bitch never sms me again..phew!
ahaha...crappy!!

ok next..
went to esplanade to chill with DSC last saturday...
at ferst it was boring u noe listening to the rappers talk rap shit...so im kinda left out...hehe...den after dat go eat....den lepak at youth park...saw inertia..grey saw me and quickly turned his head away when i stared at him...wahaha..scared sia...1 horrible thing happened...my slippers PUTUS....wahaha...luckily got the amazing slippers mender...mr ZIZI..wahaha

okalh...i'll update sometime soon aite!

2006-04-06T22:29:00.000-07:00

harlow everyone...yearps,its benn quite some time since my last update...but u konw me,im a very busy talented,artistic,creative thinking vampire...(which incidentally a cute one too)..wahaha...alrights...a few of my friends have started their POLY orientation camps and im still suck at hume for another month or so since MY SCH(aaku budak NAFA babe!wahhahahaa)
will only start on 5th june...darn its so long....dis is wad people say:so near yet so far...ahah....

incase ya'll havent heard..the great REDHA was interviewed by the media last week...woohoo...not gonna tell you the reasons..layter ya'll be surprised....wahahaha...so today's friday...at 4pm must report to the studio for weeekly sessions...but!...there's a twist in today's action....I HAVE DECIPLES....i am a GURU now...wahaha....no wait..."guru Redha" or "Redha shifu" sounds better...hehe...cant make my mind now..both sounds rather good especially if you ephasise on the REDHA part...ahahaaaa...

ok..enuff about today's action...lets re-cap on the past actions that ive have not penn down...
ok here's one...ok...speakeasy was dope man!...wahaha..it was my first but i dun care!..it was dope..with the hosts makin us laugh all the time,great performances and the great"VIEW"...hahah...anis is now called "the STEAMER"...wahaha...she was..well is was'nt just she..we all were watching a magician..(real dope!)...casting a spell on a lady when suddenly freaky-z shouted..."ANIS STEAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"....wahahah...its was supposed to be dead silent but everyone cant help it but to burst into laughter....me too!!!...hahhah....

ok next..im a fashion designer!...haha....just recently i've finish designing "my jeans"...it look so cool that its MY JEANS!!....wahahha...ok let me show u the pic:

kewl rite!...wahahaha....designed and finished by me...stitching by me also...ahaha....

ok enuff...

lets move on...

have u sen this pics before?

total brutality....i mean..whatever did the kitten do till its being stepped onto like dat?!

ok...im off now...gotta get ready for today...chiows!

2006-03-29T10:35:00.000-08:00

have you ever heard of this thing called "the right kind of wrong?"...i think its just an excuse to make things right for all the wrong reasons...like lying for a fren whos caught smokin in the toilet...it works sometimes though...but still...ITS WRONG!...
i dont know about you,but really in need for a time machine...like go back to the past and re-do my O's again..this tyme without any complicacies....or go straight into the future...like to the date:(sumthing) may 2006 ...thats when my orientation starts btw....and then straight to 5th june 2006 when sch starts....im bored...and speaking of time machines...somthing crossed my mind...this thing called"memories"....i cant deny that its filled with great happenings...but at the same time,BAD ones too...
why cant anyone create the memory erasor like what the MIB had...i want it soo bad now...with the ever ending time i have now..all memories come creeping back into my mind...oh mua god!
ok..enuff abt the memories shits...im movin along...i"ll try that is...but still,memories are to be kept.its like the teachers of our future...i must learn from my experience..as they say

so today,at ard 7.30pm,me and some selected few will be interviewed by the media abt breakdancing.this is great,im like gonna be in the front pages of strait times,berita harian and what have you...exciting i must say!...ahaha....

so...
till my next entry,im loggin off...
must have enuff sleep before bein interviewed...
later not handsome uh when bein photograhed

2006-03-25T13:37:00.000-08:00

okies...welcome back to another addition of "tonight with REDHA!
*applause*opening theme song*

aites...i've just got back from practice and i brought home some of my besties(namely Najib,Feroz,Amsyar and Syafik...ahaha...sleep over baybeh!...so its gonna be darn fun!infact,it already started!...nyaha!!!.....okays...the ralk at school was darn horrible yet its lame...4 hours straight the lecturers talked crap and expect us to hear them out?!no way!...i slept my way through the whole thing!...ahaha....but....got some good things happened there lah..not gonna tell yall yet!...ahaha...

den,went straight to dome...took cab sia...ahaha...cool right?!...there...practiced again den chill at the playground....aderlah 2 pompan ni kan...miang sak...malas saye nak layan...and 1 of them who called herself KECIK was darn slutty...mann...!kalo lawa tak aper...ahaha...

den went home..took cab again...ahaha...that time it was just syafik and me...den at ard 3 am..the rest came...den prac at our performance location den get home...ahaha...lamers...

aites..im joining the fun again..so till next time...

SEE YA!!!
*closing theme song*applause*

2006-03-24T10:18:00.000-08:00

yeah..welcome to another series of "tonight with Redha"...im ur host,none other than the cutest,charming,cheeky,single(till 5th june),multi-talented boy in the reagion....REDHA
*(aplause)*(chearing)*
ahaha...
crappy me....

alrights...
tomorrow i'll be goin to MY SCHOOL to attend a talk on sumthing im not very particular with...dats y im attending...wanna noe more mah...ahaha...
kk...
today had our weekly session at the breakdancing studio...darn that was interesting..ahaha
well,my ultimate "rival" sabri was there...man he's good...LIKE BEFORE ahaha...nolah..i enjoy his presence since we started breakdancing at the same level and at the same time and place...still,we're a competetive duo...ahaha
aites...
this sunday is our day...for breakdancers of the north...we're setting up a booth to recruit members to join our HIP HOP club since its been approved by the WLD CC..darn...i havent finished preparing the essential for the booth..no worries,i've got back up plans...so no more learning how to bboy...its time for teaching on how to be a bboy...the hottest SHI-FU in town..ahaha...although small kids cant call me "MR RED" in pre school since my application to early childhood education was denied....still there's always a breakdancing academy here in the heartlands...and oh...its not just breakdancing,we're gonna have rapping guiders for future rappers,turntablist developer programmes for aspiring DJs and a WHITE BOARD for vandals...ahaha...joking only arh....

alright...
next...
im gonna have a press interview by the MEDIA on te A-Z to succes on being in the HIP HOP scene...so watch out for it aite...and ehile i was watching TV...i saw a very familiar afro headed guy..its my crew-mate..PSYCHO...congrats for being on TV!! ahahahaha...(FIRST TIME PER BOY?)...ahaha...

oklah..
im goin off now...
so see ya at the next addition of "tonight with REDHA"
*closing theme song*

2006-03-23T22:20:00.000-08:00

wuddup....
yeah its been such a long tyme that this bloggy got abandoned simply because i've been very busy lately...well,good things happened in life here and there.our proposal to have a hip hop club established at wld CC have been approved so that mean its all work from now on especially when the breakdancing club is under my lists of responsibilities...dats good...mayb*evil grin*ahaha...
but i have a sitiation,i've already been accepted to enrol into NAFA which is very good news for me.however,the fees is extreamely high...MY GOD! its really high...i dont know wheather i can afford the costs or not...haiyoh...nvm...lets just put that aside for the moment,i'll figure a way out of it...hmm....

and me and Ayie have been writing alot..ghost writing that is...we're aspiring rappers with the talents but hate to hear our voices in the cd after the recording....sounds very wierd..haah...

oklah...gotta go to the studio now..so chiows!

2006-03-13T09:48:00.000-08:00

*yawns*
im so dead tired nowadays..maybe its teh after effects of not sleeping 4 days straight....
*yawns*

alright...here's what happened
last friday,me and the dome niggers(and breakers)went all over from woodlands to esplanade to catch the MOSAIC or something...me,haiKal,feroz,rome najib were notthat intrested so we skipped the whole thing and had our fun at MARINA...haha....1st we went to have our meal at KFC...butt...it was almost closed and theres almost nothing left.....luckily for me and feroz we mananged to grab sumthing to fill our tummies...haha while haikal and rome went to MCd to get theirs....hmm...after dat...went to play billard...haha..it was darn fun..tapi mcm biaser argh...SEMBARANG!!!hahaha...
den we played bowling...najib was bored so that he just let go...haha....
so after dat...we met the rest of the world..not really..just the dome kidds..
and so after dat,we went ghost hunting at fort canning...dah mcm GHOST BUSTER!!
haha....unfortunately we didnt encounter any paranormal activities..i was soo looking forward to it!

ok..after the long walk and our legs were ike killing us...we chilled at PS...where the last floorskills were held....some of us slept but then got scolded by the security guard!funny i tell you!

so we didnt go home untill the first train arrived....

upon reaching home....i soaked myself in the bath tub..wah..feeling siul!!
den signed into the internet to keep myself awake so i can go to tsun's pit at ECP...

at ecp...mcm biaserlah...flip saner flip sini....
mcm shiok gitu kan...got afew new moves...hahahahaa....lame.
den at night we went ghost hunting again...

okok..
im tired of this..
im gonna bounce...
till the next entry

2006-03-09T08:26:00.000-08:00

yeah...
the artiste is finally back after leaving this blog for a long period!

a few things happened..
1st,well i did some skateboarding after 5 years storing my board in the closet!so i've lost a couple of tricks...but no worries..i'd prefer breakdancing!haha!
Me and Aidil are like brothers now....he heard that i was going to study at his school(Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts)and he went like:HOORAY!!!ader org finally bleh g skola samer2!!ahaha...so we stick with each other...and we went SKATING!!ahah...funny....

okays...
next....
interview at NAFA
it was hillarious!!to me larh!
the lecturer had lenghty beard and he is bald!!
he looked like a SHI-FU!!
ahaha...
den when he start askin me qns abt my abilities in art..he was quite impressed...biaserlah..akoo pandai bbual konek!..haha...den he previewed my editted vids throught my blogs and he was sure to recommend me to the school...ooppss...ACADEMY...must get it right!
den he ask,what form of art do i do in my free time and i saind"breakdancing"
hah...he was like looking at me frm top to bottom and said"u? breakdance?
i said:"yeah"
and he go:"u look like those rockers who trash thier guitars after every gig!"
hahahahaa.....yeah i dressed like a rocker dat day...style mah!!

ok enuff abt dat..
lets talk abt hip hop..
a rap crew wanted me to be their ghost writter...i saind maybe...haha....see ferst larh...
CDS is getting lesser by the hour!
man i pity them!
and a JORD from crew inertia is getting on my nerves!
if i see him outside...im gonna get a gunn and gun him down to his death!!real sick man!!...but tooo bad..no guns for me..
gonna do it the BBOYS style!
lets battle...1 on 1
its gonna be the "BAnG!"BANG BANG BANG"
ahaha....

oklarh...
soon im gonna look for werk...
coz i'll only start school on the 5Th of june..so got a long tyme..

ok
chowsinchi!!

2006-03-03T09:45:00.000-08:00

its been long since my last update...so here's one!

okays,my showcase at PLAZA SINGAPURA is now officially been cancelled!!like yeah!
these days i've have'nt have the mood to break especially performances!

alright,friday is the day to break at the studio...
no mood lah
so just did some power moves then i slept on the table!
lazy bumb!
then,we were moved to the auditorium to break
this is interesting coz i organised a "bboy league"
and i was one of the judges!
too good to compete uh!
so STYLUS did all the winning!
not to be bias...just that we're just that DAMN GOOD!
okays...enuff abt breakdancing...im tired!

after breaking at the studio
we all lepaks at the playground
we chatted
we laughed
we BOND
dats wonderful!
dah mcm gay sak akoo bbual!

so thats it
i wanna get bouncin' and start on my project for the MINISTER'S VISIT
very busy man lah!

2006-02-27T08:49:00.001-08:00

hmms...i dun realli get it when i compose sumthing that seemed very sad,very "pasrah",very heart broken and people will go like:"releks la red,this lah that lah..."
i mean...i was but now its just something that pops out of my mind.
u see,just these days its been so inspirational to me that i decided to pen down some beautiful werds and try to relate to the happenings around me..
take a friend of mine as an example of the things ard me..
this person is going through such a rough relationship that i got inspired...its like in the cartoons where the character suddenly got a light bulb blinking everso brightly indicating that it got a great idea!
so what i then do when i get back home...
well being the "poet" that i am,i start to compose poems,proses and all thing related to poetry and creating beautiful phrases or sentences just to express my creativity and at the same time relating to things that sorrounds me..
but as for the PROSE ENTITTLED COUNTLESS SLEEPLESS NIGHTS,it was based on my past experiences at love and all that mushy mushy stuff

okaes...im getting off now
so till the next entry ya'll!
keep it flowing

2006-02-27T08:49:00.000-08:00

2006-02-27T00:25:00.000-08:00

The Hip Hop gig at WOODLANDS CC was a blast!
ahaha....i would like to thank the organisers for helping out when things go bad and especially CIK ASNAH!
m sure everyone had loadsa fun!
yeah fun!

okays..STYLUS got first for the showcase but then ultimately got 3rd afterthe silly collaboration with da forxe!
they're wack!
very very wack!

okays aniwaes...
we ate millions of slced pizzas sponsored by CANADIAN PIZZA...
and the best thing is..its unlimited..so eaveryone frm STYLUS grabbed a box each den scrambled our way down to eat!
dats funny i tell you!

the next best thing is...
our SHOWCASE was dope!not only our's bot CDS's too!!!
so everyones was like giving a standing obeytion after our showcases!!!
SUPER COOL!!!!

alright the next thing...
ya'll might not believe this but i got home with lotsa PHONE NUMBERS!!!
ahaha
wad to do!
famous already mah!ahaha

oklah..
im off!
cheows!

2006-02-25T22:42:00.000-08:00

This blood turned into tears
A broken heart runs my body
Dripping forth until I give my life
I have become a sacrifice
It hurts me just to think of you
I void the pain that is unbarring
To know that I take these sufferings from you

2006-02-23T11:57:00.000-08:00

Breakdance Showcase & Rap Competition
Venue @ WOodlands CC
25th Feb 06
3:00PM Till 10 Pm

tickets-Student : $3 (first 100 students) Adults: $5 (All Tix Include Refreshments)

Host- Mr Chan(Triple Noize)
Guest Artist:
Trivalation
Dual Flavaz Feat Ramzie(Los Singkanos)

Performances By:
STYLUS
DSC
Will's invasion
Da force
Styles From Beyond
and manymanymanymany more.

okay.
there'll be an afterparty so u people can dance until u die. :)
it'll be rocking so dont be a poser.
come okay?

2006-02-21T00:04:00.001-08:00

calling all breakdancers..

visit this link for details...

http://www.bboynorth.blogspot.com

2006-02-20T20:59:00.000-08:00

dear busybodies,
thanks soo much fo having the time to read the shits of me..

aniway,
im confused with all the things happening around me right now.
sometimes i could'nt even differenciate between fact or fiction,imagianary or reality.
i guess this is wad happens when i get too much sleep,no wait,i dun wanna lie to myself again.thers been too much lying,backstabbing and gossiping revolving ard me...
i need a doctor,perhaps sum1 frm frm the Institute of Mental Health would be best to re-wire this brain of mine..
everything is going all over the place...
the controvercies after i left CDS kept on piling up...man,those are really hard to find...
and the....arghh!!!....stressed sak!
even practice didnt go well..
theres too much shit going ard and still accumulating in my head right now..
would'nt it be better if human have two heads and two brains so they can thinks better...but we will all be aliens by then..
everyone's behaviour is begining so the very "FUCK-TYPE"...yeah dats a new noun i learnt from non other than our STYLUS leader..FIRDAUS
to add to the shits' count...my memory is getting shorter than it used to...hmm.....

some other funny things happened..hmm...let me recall it...
ok here's one of it..
a fren of mine told me thru MSN that i need a gurl...ahahah!!!
and i was like:noo please!
reason wise i cant tell you alll abt it but let me say the very superficial abt it...
i dun want to experience love so deep then break off just like that
its soo fucking frustrating,fuckingly heart breaking and fuckingly mind blowing!!!
so Melissa,i noe ur the "my kinda gurl" but i will only start another relationship when i think the time is ripe...

next,
anione who wants to attent the hip hop gig at wld cc...u can purchase the tickets frm me aite!
oklah..im signing off
till the next entry............

2006-02-20T08:14:00.000-08:00

too much true love being unspoken,
is the greatest fault in your heart...

nothing to do

2006-02-19T22:42:00.000-08:00

okays...
i just woke up...darn its already 2pm..
its so the fcukin boring to stay at home for sooo loooonng
i missed school life!
so wad does a bored young man do?
he took a bounch of old newspapers and look for the copy thay had his face inprinted on in..
hahaha....never thought breakdancing can make me into a "superstar"...kind off aniway...

things that i predict gonna happen today:
Practice with stylus at 2nd dome
meet Asnah for her tickets
talk to the PAITAU clan
.......
.......
.......

ntahlah...
man im sooo the very bored right now....
computer games are getting soo old to me.....
haiyuh...isnt there anione out there that can entertain this young man....his soo bored!
c'mon ...anibody,i could even laugh to a very very very lame joke right now...

guess theres no takers..
so im gonna sleep again..
toodles~

omg

2006-02-19T10:27:00.000-08:00

things couldnt get any better these few days...
but 1 good thing happened!.....
after such a long tyme...I played soccer with my 4E4 brothers..
almost all the players came....
wads most irritating is that RAMESH didnt confirm the match then woke me up so suddenly this morn for the match...
the opponent was so sucky that we decided to let them win...if no,it could have benn such an esy match!
after the match,we all gathered under the void deck and talked,catch up on the old days...GOLDEN DAYS

so went home at about 4pm...and i was so fcuking tired sia...
slept for 2 hrs on the couch before logging into MSN...
i love MSN!!!!!
yeah..there were a couple of shocking MSN users chatted with me online after several months of not seeing nor talkin to each other....suddenly,it was like nothing had happened....if everyday were to be like this,then i finally found heavens on eaarth!

ok ...
after that..Taufik smsed
GOSH!!!i really pitied HIM....his gurl was makin such a fuss and his grandma was ill...still his gurl making more fuss...
if i were in his shoes,i rather hang ard on the rooftop that i frequent when in trouble or troubled!
he was like sooooo sad that he wanted to back out frm the competition...
we'll talk to him layta

lucky im sooo the very singular rite now....got probs at home,dome,CC,here and there...wahlians...can get so crazy esp. if i were to have a non-understanding,inmature,self-centered,selfish yet fussy gurl....
phew!!!!

man! i missed my boys...my family,CDS and STYLUS.....
fighting wise,im not totally involved,just that i was caught in between,was at the wrong place at the wrong time...
when willl this FCUKIN' thing end!...childish sia...
do sumthing reasonable for 1 sec and you'll see the diff....
i want all my hommies to put aside all odds and be together like we used to...
btw,im not in STYLUS for fame,its abt upgrading my skills,learn new things,discover my hidden talents,make new connections....guess....my intentions were misunderstood....
thats okay...dun want to spark another disagreement...
DARN IT!

im outs...
PEACE!
i mean it....

shits

2006-02-18T11:30:00.000-08:00

well..
hello and well come back again to another addition of shits..
gonna rhyme it for ya...

everything in life now is more abt shit...
i got peeps against me,dats 1st shit.
fights spark'd 360' more than shit!
one way another, additional shit..

ma hommies are'nt click'd,major shit...
bad mouth,bad werds,bad acts,2nd shit!
think you noe me?dats another shit!
coz only god knows..dat aint shit!

they got the problem,i solve their shit..
but when i got a problem,who gives a shit?!
they say im the prob solver..yeah aint shit!
pull the trigg'r in ur face..blow that shit!

hate my stinking life,dats 3rd shit!
believed in ur lies,makes 4th shit!
im a shittier devil,thats your shit!
i'll blaze all u liars,now ur the marfarkin shit!

coz i dun care nomore,i give no shit!
niggers starvin to death consume your ass's shit,
literally!my haters fall in the most deepest shit,
dont dare to return?!man ur that shit!

there you go....
another bakat seminit!
amaciam..
bboy emcee RED is in the house!

hmmss...

2006-02-17T10:44:00.000-08:00

this is one of the apprientices under the supervision of the late BRUCE LEE....fuh!!...lethal weapon!

this is me doin' the TOMBSTONE....boleh lah tahan!!!

okays...tooday nothing much happened...
just went to STUDIO as per norm...but got off earlier coz gotta meet stylus today..
hmm...gonna do more practices....

oklah..gonna sleep!
bubye!

dunno wad to say lah

2006-02-15T23:56:00.000-08:00

well....
im speachless!
dunno wad to say!
she smsed me for after along tyme...
it was like onnly abt6 msg but that alone was kinda the life line rite now...
haha...crappy me!

ok just came back frm EVGss...got to pick up my sister frm sch..ACT SAKET AR tu...
once reached EVGSS...i met my former NCC buddies!!
missed dem sia....
its been long since we met,sit down and like talk!
but...unfortunateli...kene antar adek akoo alek!!spoil lah!!
den...when going home...she was dere....sorie lah if i didnt see u smiling at me....
i was like "cant bear to face u rite now"...hehe....
ape tak...akoo pon satu!nampak org jer trrus pandang tempat laen!
mcm siak kan REDHA!
hehe..
den at home she smsed!!
woah!!terperanjat boboi!

after dat..made my way to dome....
the CDS kidds were dere....
de after their practice,me,najib,akmal,oink,afiq,taufik sat ard at the playground and we chatted serious talk abt our breakdancing career...hmmmsss...its hard to be in this scene tau!

oklah..im letting this out..
REDHA:went to STYLUS
NAJIB:pending to jion STYLUS
AKMAL:gone SOLO & under probation with DA SOUL
OINK:might be pulled to HELLBOYS JONIOR
AFFIQ:GOING SOLO and maybe towards KARMA

we all have to accept the fact..face the music den go on with our lives...but ..never forget your roots..in this case our roots is CDS

i suggest the above mentioned peeps be like me...im in the diff crew but still CDS is my FAMILY...i've proven some peeps wrong by that and that my moves have been improving since day 1 of me in stylus...dun have to say lah..ya'll see layta...like i said before..theres bound to have peeps talking behind your back...
just ignore them...coz all i noe..if ya dun start a beef with me den i wont start anithing
ya'll are my FRIENDS!

oklah...
gd luck to all those in the HIP-Hop scene aite!

shit!

2006-02-15T11:10:00.000-08:00

okays..today attended one hell of a meeting at Wld CC....
well who would noe if i were about to see a FIGHT!
yeah a FIGHT!!
the event organisers started to say shit abt us ...so we definately would say shit abt them...
talk abt professionlaism and all those shit!!...speak for yourselves!!!!ma farkers!!

ok enuff abt the fight thingy...we've got new organiser...BETTER ONES!!!

after that...we chilled at 883 north plaza untill abt 2 am...
haish...we chatted abt CDS and all....
well im pretty sure majority of them don't approve me going into STYLUS...but its my choice..
i've already given my end of the deal so why still bring the matter up...its over okay!

yeah i heard that they'd been talkin behind my back..but i dun realli care cause to me...ya'll stil ma frens...
so say all u want!
i dun care....

i also heard that akmal already gone solo...soo...GOOD LUCK TO YOU BRO...ya gonna get my support...(if wad u doing is rite!)

to all CDSians...stay funky aite!
i've been in that crew for too long..so i think it do good if iwere to venture out lil bit and learn new moves frm others...
still....YA'll HAVE MY SUPPORT TO THE FULLEST!!

even though im not in CDS animore...i've figure out some plans to get the spirit going...
so if ani of ya'll were to be interested....ring me aite..
i dun want to hear just frm AYIE na SAMAD...they've been very commited!
i wanna hear frm the rest....

so call me!
if its not happening now...
then it would never happen!
I STILL SUPPORT CDS!
I LOVE YA'LL!!!!

bored

2006-02-15T00:01:00.000-08:00

here i am ....jotting down me shitty life onto this page.....
today is amazingly,superbly,greatly BORING....
all day i just sit here infront of my PC either playing games,watching TV,going online...etc...everyday seems to be very predictable....
i MISS SCHOOL LIFE
i MISS WERKING LIFE
i MISS mY LiFE!...especially!

to make matters worst..i cant sleep..even when its already dark!!
dats how hyper active i used to be in my past life....its either calling this particular person or writting some lines which some of my frens think its poetic...

ARRRGHHH!!!
im so the very bored to the max!
sumone just entertain me please!

btw,one of my frens asked me to practice my breakdancing skills so it'd be perfect....
and you noewad i said??
if practice makes perfect and no one is perfect,then why the hell practice?!

valentines day...yeah rite!

2006-02-14T00:17:00.000-08:00

Just a Fren-Too phat!
14th febuary '93,
lil jen said she got a big surprise for me.
she gave me my very first kiss plus a ring a card,
and said "i love you",so i gave her the rest of my heart.

Mahligai dari air mataku
ku pejam mata..tapi tak terlena...
kerana ku masih..teringat kepada mu...
bergitu payahnya...nak ku melupakan...
pernahkah engkau fikirkan ..ouh sayang....

kau bina mahligai..
dari air mata...
yg jatuh berderai...
di wajah sepi ku...
dalam diam2 kau sudah berpunya...
tanpa akoo megetahui ...
smua nya....

only 1-yellow card
you were my only...my only one!!!

Addicted-simple plan
...
......
........
............
still adict....addicted to you!!!

peices-sum41
i tried to be perfect
but nothing was worth it
i dun believe it makes me real....
i thought it would be easy
but no one believes me
among all the things i said...
if you believe its in my song
i'll say al the werds that i noe
just to see if it would show
that im trying to let you noe...
that im better off on my own!!

me still affected

she used to be the air that i breathe,the water that i drink,the earth that i would be burried in...my everything
for almost 2 years she's been the PRIORITY
for almost 2 years she's been more that just a girl that i'll hold close,smooch...
for almost 2 years she's been my only one

after almost 2 years she's been playing behind my back..and yet have the guts to lie and deny!
after almost 2 years she's been treating me like im a nobody

screw 14th of feb!
its full of one min love and all that crappy thingsss...
yeahh....go ahead and celebrate it..seee what i mean and get the picture in ya head....
cause for now LOVE SUCKS....
its a direct statement

2006-02-13T23:10:00.000-08:00

2006-02-13T23:01:00.000-08:00

these were the freaks who i will definately miss...close friends like Haiqal,Din sardin,Danial,Faisal,Aidi,Syakir,Ramesh & Vimal.
Galfrens like Sheila,izza,vanessa,lifen,simone....

see ya'll again aite!

explainations

2006-02-13T00:57:00.000-08:00

okays busybodies...

i've gots my o levels results back and i tell you...its a shame!!...well what to do?!just make do with wad i have for noW!!!!guess what i'll be entering soon?!!
any guess?!!
oklah i tell ya'll....im gonna do EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCAION at Ngee Ann Poly!!
sounds ridiculous?!...NOOOO...!
so in five years time you'll see Mr REd teaching any of Ya'll kids!!hahahah

ok...remembered i said i was having fun?!

here's the deal...how often do you get to drive (MANUALLY) a HONDA INTEGRA?!!...well...i've been doing that for the past 3 NIGHTS...heheheheh.......

and the best thing is that even the POLICE thought that i was of the right age and already have my driving lisence!!!!woohoo!!!

so anione want me to pick ya'll up...call me!!
heheheheheheheheheheheheeeeeeeeeeeeee..................!!!!!!!!!

next>
valentines day this year is gonna be VERY Boring!!!!
anyone wanna be mua valentine just pick up the application forms at ani 77th street available...heeehh MCM PAHAM!!

2006-02-11T08:56:00.000-08:00

ok i had fun...break the law yet having fun...tell ya'll layta...gonna have more fun

power moves

2006-02-09T13:41:00.000-08:00

sleepless night...again

2006-02-09T11:22:00.000-08:00

holla busybodies...
cant sleep again lah so i decided to update this page...(its already 3:20am when i wrote this)

okay...today ..oops..i ment yesterday i went out to Causeway Point with Haiqal to do a lil bot of shopping....well..it was a bit mendaks....so yeah..just walk ard...looking at clothes...buy some....show off my new hp...hehehe....

den layta we went back to DOME where Haiqal met his former school mates and then played football...
i was'nt in the right mood so i just sat ard and watch those boozooos kick the ball ard..
haish....that was yesterday..

this morning..i tried to sleep but just cant...maybe its bcos of the fact that im getting my o levels results tooday!!!like in afew hours!!

wonder how i did..hmm....maybe i flung the whole thing cause i was'nt in the right state of mind to sit for the papers...[ape tak..break-up a 2 years relationship 3 days before o's ...nak mampos!]arr....so im stayin single for now...FOR NOW...so application forms are still on the hold!

oklah...i dun want to get too werdy with all this shit of my shitty life...

peace.....
and.............
remember this.....
unspoken love leads to broken hearts...

GOOD LUCK!